~Me~
Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
DoN'T cRy cOz It'Z oVeR SmiLe CoZ iT HaPpENeD...
Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
DoN'T cRy cOz It'Z oVeR SmiLe CoZ iT HaPpENeD...
~MoRe Me~
E-mail me at cyanzz@yahoo.com.sg
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E-mail me at cyanzz@yahoo.com.sg
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
Hah... finally i get to post some photos while my com is still quite sane...
Genting trip 20th june 2008 - 22nd june 2008
first pic taken after arriving at genting... 
waiting for our first ride!
the super huge energizer...
my personal favourite shot...
before the drop from the 'waterfall-ride'
u cant tell from the pic but we were all super drenched...
trying to act shock... the train havent moved yet...
damn tasty sweetcorn...
kartini feeding da fishes...
poot trying to pout like the fishes...
kartini's veins popping out... PUSsssHHH...!
oh... we're in london~!
sleazy...
acting cool on the london bus...
kartini trying to do sumting funny...
on the viking ship... with someone's shit coming out...
mini energizer~~~
i duno what energizer's doin in genting btw...
my other fave shot of the day!
and lastly... a super blur and unsuccessful group photo...
no time to upload other pics from other cameras... heee... it was a short but fun trip... for more info on why we are in genting... pls refer to www.themindcafe.com.sg thanks... haha
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
Happy Father's Day!!!weet... nothing much abt it... except that 15th June is the middle of June... and someone's bdae... anywaes... gona leave for genting on the 20th~~ hur hur... not sure if its gona be fun since we are basically there to work... but its kinda exciting coz i hafent been 'overseas' for a job b4...
Anywae tokin abt father's day... brings me back to the topic of male chauvinists, and their ego... Somehow i feel... if there is anything that i wld pt out in a guy... it wld be this ego thingy... just like how pms and emo-ing is something natural in gals...
At times... when u see a guy being realli chauvinistic... it can be nice... yet i cant help feeling y is it so hard for many to admit that they are weak at times... esp guys... u know... i dun believe every single human in this world can not fail.. not feel lonely... not feel sad... not feel disappointed or even feel vulnerable... but it is always this ego part... that makes them wanna prove that they are right... and that they still have not lost themselves... but from a third person's pt of view... there are many things that are realli clearer...
And speakin of pmsing... gals are realli just... so unpredictable... Sometimes giving someone too much freedom... it is a kind of spoiling... and at the same time... if it runs out of hand, it becomes an abuse of trust... when freedom is granted... ppl take it that they can do anything they like... but they havent thought of the trust factor... They take it that it was just naturally right that they shld have their freedom... that everything they have belongs to them... and when ppl question their rights to own what they have today... they push it to others... they point out at others... tellin others how they themselves fault... and seemingly.. they were not wrong... but it is just so wrong... when u fail to see what you have... when in ur eyes... you onli see others' faults...
How can u ask and demand for freedom when you are not even taking responsibility for yourself? And who doesn't want to have fun while they are young... but having fun at the expense of others... it just aint responsible to me...
Work is good... life is good... i just wish everything stays the way they are right now...
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Sunday, June 08, 2008
oh man... how long since i last blogged... more than a mth... its stinking... rotting...too many things... too little time... and most imptly... my com crashed... and no kind soul has offered to help me fix it... so here i am laggin in a shitty lousy old system...
anywaes... something i have been ponderin abt recently...
which is more painful? :
1) watching someone u love getting married, but not to you...
or...
2) getting married, but not to someone you wish u can spend the rest of ur life with...?
well.. either case... i cant understand... if u realli love someone... how can u let him/her go even tho u know he/she wishes for u to ask him/her to stay... the latter is even more beyond my comprehension... lying is bad enough... what is worse is... lying to urself... ok mebe i shld rephrase it... marrying someone while knowing there is someone else out there u still cant let go... what's the pt of all the vows etc. when u cant even be truthful to ur partner... it is just simply selfish from my pt of view...
but whatever it is... the complications behind every story... the things i can never understand coz it dint happen to me... i onli know that... love shldnt be so painful... if u cant even make the person u love happy... it just aint right...
ah... i'm definitely getting old.. how can i be even talkin about marriage? OMG... it just freakin sounds so scary...
bloody tired... numb and sleepy... brain getting more and more retarded as days go by... but i guess... at least it takes the mind off unnecessary worrying...
Something i saw from someone's nick... "you never realised its there... until its not there..." how ironic...
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