DuN CrY cOz It'Z OvEr SMiLe cOz iT HaPPeNeD...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

my cat doesnt like to drink water from her bowl... instead.. she loves to climb onto the 'pek gong tok' to drink the water meant for the guanyin...

at times... she wld try to drink from the bucket of water left in the toilet...

i realli wonder why...

anywaes... life has been great... super slack but shiok... the feeling of having not to worry abt tml... the feeling of having all the time i cld want... no stress... no emotional ups and downs... just peace...

anywaes... happy bdae to szehsiens!!! ichee love u!

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

damn sweet...

爱来过

我看不开也放不开
因为我曾见过爱情真的盛开
我要等待一直等待
等那一个夜晚从回忆回来
当你拥抱着我那一瞬间
我像飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落我不再是我
我有了梦我在梦中
爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的
珍惜成笑容
爱来过让我完整过幸福过
怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来爱我
Ho……
Hu……iye iye…
寂寞喧哗我不害怕
因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大会容得下
我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺我已忘了
那已不重要了
反正我都会守候在梦中守候
我最唯一最美的梦
我就是要等你回来
如果需要动用奇迹来召唤回你
就让泪蒸发下成雪花
和我一起在爱中被融化
爱来过让我完整过(让我)幸福过
爱来过让我完整过让我幸福过

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

well... so much for gasping over those shit abt seeing people's panels...

today i cursed and swore like shit coz of my own panels... it just occurred to me there are still quite a few things i could have done and i know i should have done but somehow... for the past 2 days... my mind was totally... BLANK...

mebe my brain cells are degenerating... mebe i am turning retarded... but... the feeling suks... its not as if i dint have the ability... but i couldnt stop cursing myself for not thinking of doing it... WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO ME? argh...

and today... i did something realli realli REALLI stupid... i was at the com lab... tryin to print my panels... and these 2 guys asked me how to print... so i helped them search for a printer in the local network... and den... i walked out... when i reached another room... where i was supposed to collect my printings... i was stunned to realise i had a scroll of paper on my hand... *gasp* i realli REALLI couldnt remember where i got it them... or when i picked it up... and in my panic... i left it on one of the printers... den one of the guys whom i helped came in and saw that scroll of paper... to his amazement... i bet he was totally shocked to how his paper appeared there...

ya that sums it all.. i am either growing senile or retarded or my brain system is just totally cocked up...

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

u know hur... out of a sudden i just feel like bloggin this after i've seen some of my coursemates' works...

sometimes... we want to give our best and achieve something we can realli be proud of... and sometimes... it feels realli good when u feel that ur hard work has paid off...

but... sometimes when i see some ppl's works... *gasp* yes it is rather impressive but what realli goes into my head is... how the hell did they manage to find so much energy and zest to complete that... the efforts they put in to produce the work they do can definitely be seen from their final panels... or mebe i am wrong.. mebe there are some tricks to doing those realli nice planning and images... but.. it haunts me somehow...

if i were given a chance to spend one sem... to produce a realli good work... but in exchange for that.. i have to give up sleep... health... time... friends... family... and many many other stuff... i would realli... realli rather die...

call me weak or stupid or whatever... but i realli feel that life isnt just abt that... i need to be happy... coz ultimately i only live once to be happy... tho... i also can onli live once to make some difference... but how much difference can u make in a bloody hell school project... oh gosh...

and i would rather make a difference by changing ppl's lives... by bringing a smile to others... but just not in that way... but ok... i guess dif ppl just have dif priorities in their lives...

okok... so much for my crapping... its submission day... may the force be with me... to make it through this sem... heh

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Friday, April 11, 2008

this song rocks...

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

This time I think I’m to blame
It’s harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It’s never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorryI’m sorry baby.
I’m sorry baby, Yeah.
I’m sorry

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