~Me~
Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
DoN'T cRy cOz It'Z oVeR SmiLe CoZ iT HaPpENeD...
Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
DoN'T cRy cOz It'Z oVeR SmiLe CoZ iT HaPpENeD...
~MoRe Me~
E-mail me at cyanzz@yahoo.com.sg
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E-mail me at cyanzz@yahoo.com.sg
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~Wad SaY U~
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
this sucks... sickeningly frustrating... when i know i'm seriously out of time...i feel like screaming...
i feel like grabbing someone and then bite his/her hand...
i feel like throwing everything away and just give it all up...
i feel like tearing every single piece of paper in my hand...
i feel like crying like no one's business...
i feel like killing myself...
but...
its bloody hell 6a.m. in the mornin...
and there's no one arnd me... except mebe my cat...
my room is in a horrible mess...
i am just too lazy and tired to do anything now...
and the best i can do is stare at the computer screen...
i am only 22 years old... coming 23... so i cant die yet...
i fucking hate this viscious cycle...
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
hj recommended this movie to me...ps. i love you...
http://psiloveyoumovie.warnerbros.com/
cliche as the title may seem... i realli want to watch this movie =[ it looks realli nice... and hj says i need to bring 2 packets of tissue if i watch... its abt this guy who died and left his wife some letters... planning her days for her after he was gone... how sweet...
anywaes was kinda surprised they played this song by michelle branch on the trailers too.. coz it was a song i realli realli loved... breathe...
to nizam the s.n.a.g, this is for u! "Because there has always been heartache and pain... and when it's over... u'll breathe again..." remember this ya! haha... i'm sure everyone arnd u wld realli love to see ur happy self again...
i'm sure all of us haf suffered pain and setbacks... but what realli matters is we dun lose hope and pick ourselves up despite what we went tru rite! hehe... life is just simple... either u are happy.. or u are not... oops. and i choose to be happy...
and to all the singles out there... may u find ur true ones soon! and ps jo... i love you!! HAHAHA!!!
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
This is a crazy worldThese can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time
Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own
If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm
If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand
If you reach emptyness
You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo
Everybody needs somebody who keep a heart and soul in two
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am...
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Saturday, February 09, 2008
omg... i was tryin to use facebook and look at this:from the "what blood type are you?" application...
Your blood type is AB.
Your personality is popular yet controlled, sociable yet aloof, Outgoing yet shy, sensitive yet thoughtless, a very split personality. This makes you very exciting friend indeed.
You are most compatible with: everyone!
Famous Type AB's: John F. Kennedy, Marilyn Monroe and Charlie Yeung
erm... sociable yet aloof, outgoing yet shy, sensitive yet thoughtless!!! dangzz!... what kinda description is that? i think the onli accurate part is... ya... my bloodtype is AB indeed... lol... i dint know marilyn monroe has a split personality... haha...
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Friday, February 08, 2008
eh heh heh!!! 15 more days, my pals, to AHEM AHEM... =D just a gentle reminder!! muahaha...anywaes... i was havin sakae just now with talib... and this idiot was laughing at my horribly lousy english... OK! i admit my english cannot make it... anywaes most part of the town aint open today... but eateries are still open.. feel kinda sorry for those who haf to work and cant go bai nian =/
out of a sudden... i realise that humans like to make excuses... we find excuses when we can't face the truth... at times.... we know that we are doing something wrong and yet we dun wanna admit our mistakes...
i know where i stand... and i realise that persistence will not bring me anywhere... and there are times we shld know when to let go... when to find a greener patch of grass for ourselves... lol...
anywaes... another reminder... 15 days hur my pals!!! i'm waiting!! yay!!! =D
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Thursday, February 07, 2008
sometimes i look at some ppl... and i wonder... what is it that can make them smile... what is it that can make them glow everytime u look at them... why is it that some people always seem so happy? don't they feel depressed when they suffer setbacks? or do they not suffer from setbacks at all?then i realise... actualli.. it aint hard to be happy... it aint hard to make urself smile everyday... and it aint hard to let go... let go of unhappy pasts... or let go of heartbreaking moments...
and there are actualli so many things that happen everyday which we could smile for... a nice warm bath after a day's work... a nice cooling walk in the night around ur neighbourhood... or even a sweet greeting from a fren who realli cares...
and its sad when i see ppl arnd me unhappy... going through dark moments.... which i had once went through too... when i see ppl suffering from heartbreaks or stress which make them withdraw from the society... when i see them becoming someone unlike themselves... always feeling depressed and unsure of themselves...
however... this is the time... when i feel as a friend... u cld realli do something... even if it is just a minor difference... making them realise that there is still someone out there caring about u... and that... they are still the person they are despite setbacks...
well... in any case... if i haf neglected any of my darling frens out there... i realli wish to tell u guys that... u haf always been deep down inside my heart!!! so dun falter despite any setbacks okay? =D
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Sunday, February 03, 2008
woots... i've got a pte tuition gal.. startin next week... kinda happy... need da money...anywaes... i realise my mom is tokin alot to my cat... and she calls my cat my daughter... and she is her poh poh... my daddy her gong gong... but weird thing is... she always tells my cat.. "jiejie is back!!!" when i come home... ppl say pets are supposed to keep u company... well... i think my cat is more like a poor punching bag where my mum screams at her whenever she gets home frustrated from work... and yet... ironically... she likes to disturb my cat and tease her... and talks to her like she's a toddler...
humans... are realli profound... (hell i think this is the like... 500th time i've said this...)
anywaes... jetstar has super damn cheap deals now~! buay tahan... and my sucky field trip is getting cocked up... sianz-ed...
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