Overwhelmed...
at this moment... all i can say is... i'm overwhelmed... by many many feelings... by many many things happening arnd me...
school is starting and my uni life is ending... i'm scared... truly scared... and i wonder how many can understand this feeling... with urself one step towards a bleak future... with urself not knowing what will happen next... when u know that u are entering a world which u are not yet prepared to enter...
i've come to a pt whereby... i realli dont know whats next... the feeling as if u are gona step into a pool... not knowing how deep it is... i thought i could get the support i needed... just a few steps and i could find something i could grab hold of as i enter the pool... something which i could feel safe if i know i could grab hold of it despite the depth of the pool...
but when i reached out... it slipped away once again...
overwhelmed... i realli dunno what i am doing at this pt of time...
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