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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

需要你的爱

当你选择了云的距离
就这么自私做个决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
也许无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你
以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以纠结伤害
却不明白
我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍
不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱
像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖
找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待
你的爱
我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋...

just simply love their songs... heartbreakin one this time... but i still like it...

heartpain when i saw my darling in pain... when she couldnt even meow like she usualli does when i call her... when she seem so traumatized in the clinic... when she trembled as she walked... tsk... i know some ppl will think i am crazy... they will think she is just a cat... but i know i am not crazy... i realli felt the heartache... i wished i cld ease her pain...

and it hurts too when ppl i thought wld understand dont... when they find treat things impt to me as jokes... when they cldnt respect what is impt to me... i always respect others' decisions and others life... but i realli hate it when ppl cant respect mine...

haiz... say so much... still heartpain...

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Sometimes... its just the presence dat comforts u more than anything else... and the absence that takes it all away...

y cant humans live alone... without company... without being dependent on other ppl?
y must we always be given something... something that could have meant so much to us... but in the end... it must be painfully taken away?
y am i thinking abt such useless stuff when i know i shldnt waste my time doing so?
y is it that we know there are many things that cant be avoided and yet we will still wish there cld be a small chance that such things wont happen?
y am i fucking not doing my work when submission is onli 12 days away?
y do i fucking feel like shit now and wanna bitch abt it even though i know hrs later i may forget all abt this?
y are there so many qns in my mind that i wish cld be answered and yet i haf no courage to find them out?

i guess there is just one answer...

i seriously...
dunno...

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Friday, October 26, 2007

this song is kinda old... but it definitely brightens my day

always feel kinda relaxed whenever i listen to his songs... especially this one and "you and i" sometimes, it sounds as though he is blabberin in the song... but kinda cute in a way too... lol...

yesterday... was hafin a stroll againz at 2 a.m. and absent minded me forgot to bring my mp3 player home!!! left it in the 7 eleven plastic bag on the table i was eating nissin noodles on... and by the time i reached home... cldnt find it anywhere! panic. Called my fren to confirm the missing of the mp3... and he ran back to get the player!! omg... so guilty... make ppl run... and the indians who were sittin at the table tot he was chased by gangsters or something haha... aiseh... =/

anywaes... back to the song... yes... i won't worry my life away... if i haf to fail this sem... so be it... who knows? i may find something even better along the way... but at least... i realli tried... =D

aite... enjoy the song!

Jason Mraz - The remedy

Well I saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
'Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
Now something on the surface it stings
I said something on the surface
Really kind of makes me nervous
Who says that you deserve this
And what kind of god would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease
Well if you gots the poison,
I've gots the remedy

The remedy is the experience,
It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy, is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
And the tragedy is how you're gonna spend,
The rest of your life with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away. [2x]

Well, I heard two men talking on the radio
In a cross fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
Where they were counting down the ways to stab
The brother in the be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss, with the minty fresh
Death breath sure to outlast this catastrophe
Dance with me, 'Cause if you got the poison,
I've gots the remedy

The remedy is the experience,
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy, is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend,
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away. [2x]

When I fall in love,
I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun, but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

...Because
The remedy is the experience,
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy, is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend,
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away...

('Cause I won't and I won't and I won't worry my life away...)

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

蔡依林 - 舍不得

梦游现实世界
你要我成熟一点
收起天真的笑脸
学着温柔抚媚
但昨天的我
是那么无邪的体贴
若你不能爱我的一切
我就会消失不见

握着左手的自由
看见右手的伤口
你不要为难我
我已经选择
两个人的寂寞
请你都回收
是爱情的错
舍不得又如何

握着你给的自由
却看见我的伤口
我不想再配合
你太多的规则
两个人的伤痛
我都能承受
是我爱错了
却还是舍不得

是风是火是海洋
是你残忍的眼光
似懂非懂看不清
沿路伤心
是你是我是爱情
是满天哭泣的星星
爱到心都碎了
还是舍不得...

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

the stupid chipmunk MIA-ed for a week...=/ and onli came back and tell me a super lame coffee and bread joke... den MIA again...

brrrr.... mixture of feelings... pissed... irritated... sad... amused... arghhh.... *pfffffff*

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Sunday, October 21, 2007

and so... *drums rolling...*

here are pics of my beloved darling!!! =D

yaya.. she realli destroyed my curtain hanger...

i love to watch her sleep... so adorable!!! omgomgomg

and... she loves to snatch my seat...

she and her rat...

that stupid long tail irritates me sometimes... haha...

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Sunday, October 14, 2007

Cassie - Is it you?

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there
when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say
the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone
who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real
and who knows the way
The way I like to have my way
And I'm looking for someone
who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Im Thinking you're the one that
I've been waiting for...

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
(Uh)Someone who I can run to,
who will stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who's heart is right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who
understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real
and who knows the way
The way I like to have my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that
I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?
someone who wont take for granted
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

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Sunday, October 07, 2007

how does it feel when u lose someone who realli cherishes u? and how does it feel to haf someone who treats u like his world...

its funny why i am thinking abt this... but this song somhow makes me feel heartwarming yet and the same time sad...its heartwarming when u know there is someone out there who is always there for u... not just verbally... but sincerely... putting u as a priority in their lives...

on the other hand... its sad... coz ppl tend to take things for granted... and onli learn how to cherish when the person is gone...

truthfully... i have been doted at home... given most of the things i want in life... education... monetary needs... etc... and my frens are always there to give in to me.. lol... how much more lucky can a person get...?

but... there is just this evil monster in us... which creeps out once in a while... telling us... that we do need someone special out there... who can be there to shower love and care on u too... and at this pt of time... when i am realli stressed... i just need someone to understand what i am going tru...

it does give u alota courage and strength to carry on... when the person u love truthfully give u their full support too... found this realli interesting from a fren... "don't make someone ur priority, if they are onli going to make u an option..." i've chosen a wrong path... which resulted in so much hurt... and i realli dun wanna go tru it again... i dun want to just be an option...

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石欣卉-你给的

黑色的外套说代替拥抱
是你给的第一个礼物
你说要讨好我的美好
收起了嘻闹只留下礼貌
知不知道我也想讨好
我给的拥抱你要收好

你给的依靠我放不掉
你给的微笑还在嘴角
我的骄傲是你的好
我想回报你却转身走掉

不会有争吵再没有困扰
我都知道你把我当宝
这次你给的是奋力宣告

你给的依靠我放不掉
你给的微笑还在嘴角
我的骄傲是你的好
我想回报你却转身走掉

是我太大意还是不珍惜
以为很安定没发现你心里
早就掀起涟漪在等待着时机
找到了代替甩开了曾经

你给的依靠我放不掉
你给的微笑还在嘴角
我的骄傲是你的好
我想回报你却转身走掉

你给的依靠我放不掉
你给的微笑还在嘴角
我会寻找征服你想要
你会看到我改变有多少

我的骄傲是你的好
让我回报你别转身走掉

realli love her voice... =]

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