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Friday, August 31, 2007

出卖

谁想到是你连自己都耻笑我
曾是好姊妹竟跟他数算我
假好心的交代过
你说他早想甩我
更说爱你竟比我多

*就算情人多坏
亦惯了照捱
被战友战败
就似亲手给活埋
被你无情出卖
由细个到大
就算再伟大
仍恨你太像犹大

其实发誓留下隔夜仇未报也好
愿你们欠定我都好
甚么不好抱你誓跟他拥抱
友谊情人全不保
要是来日你二人没有屋租
大概共我亦同居到
你跟他喜好我甚么都知道
我自愿做伴娘更高
绝没甚么羞耻之心真可安乐就做
我伴侣我伴侣抱着了我的知己
将我击倒比掌掴更高

repeat *

其实发誓留下隔夜仇未报也好
让你们欠定我都好
什么不好抱你誓跟他拥抱
友谊情人全不保
要是来日你二人没有屋租
大概只我亦同居到
你都不知道我有冤不必报
我越受害越显很清高

你二人为隔夜仇内疚最好
别要认错乱说声早
你跟他喜好
我什么都知道
我自愿做伴娘更高
恨亦付出不少心机只好出卖量度
我未到却做到看着
你与他怎么早晚不保
比宽恕更高...

ok... conclusion... a veri bitchy song.. lol... but i love joey's voice nonetheless! another song to add to ktv list!! =D

chotto-matte!!! i'll be back to update on the bdaes soon!!! enjoy da song! ^^

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

如果你想起我... 你会想到什么...?

张惠妹如果你也听说
作曲:周杰伦填词:李焯雄

突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说

夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多...

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔...

如果你想起我
你会想到什么...?

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

beautiful song...

杀手

绝对的完美一双手
不流汗也不发抖
交叉在微笑的背后
暗藏危险的轮廓
在你最放松的时候
绝不带着任何感情就下手
从来不回头

开始的感觉不会痛不会痛
放大的瞳孔就像作梦
幸福的错觉很温暖很包容
也许还期待
这是致命的冲动
你不懂我不懂
究竟杀手为什么存在
因为爱
还是未知的未来

心放松摇摆
在你三百米之外
数着心跳等待
所有念头全抛开
锁起来进来
这美丽的悲哀
这是爱就是爱全世界都不明白

身体直摇摆
在你三百米之外
感觉饥饿难耐
需要你填满空白
锁进来进来
这美丽的悲哀
这是爱就是爱只有你明白...

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Monday, August 13, 2007

i realise... y some ppl like to drink...

or rather... get drunk...
i always tot its coz they will get high and forget abt whatever unhappy things that are bugging them... but i feel that it isnt realli so...
in fact... it helps u feel clearer and somehow... after puking out whatever unnecessary stuff from ur stomach... u feel as though all ur troubles are puked out too... clearing any doubts u have... any confused thought u possess... lol...

and i realise... retail therapy realli is a good way of makin u feel happy... ^^
lol... i bought some realli nice tops and a new sweater again!!! haha... and i cant wait to wear it soon!!!

first day of studio was fine... lookin forward to a wonderful semester ahead!!! ^^

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For the first time in my life... i actualli puked on the cab... lol...

ok... not those super ugly n messy type... in fact i was well prepared with a plastic bag... hehz... but had this stupid stomach cramp that made me feel realli uncomfortable... however... it wasnt realli that bad... took a warm shower when i reached home and it realli felt great... think i slpt in the bathroom for quite some time though...

frenship truly is more dependable than anything else... n i swear... i will cherish all my frens... or at least i will try my best to... ^^ thankz dear xiaohua for being there... realli dunno what i wld do without u... hehz... muack muacks!!!

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

Anger is never an effective way to resolve conflict. Ultimately, it diminishes us all. Anger harms us as much as it harms others. It destroys lives, relationships, families and communities.

Sometimes u know there are some things u shldnt do... some words u shldnt speak... but ppl still do it... and i dun like it... i realli dun... when ppl vent their anger on me... anywaes... who in the world wld like it?

But there are just some ppl who dun learn... they scream at u when they dun get what they want... they throw hurting words at u when they are displeased... and this truly affects ur mood... They say anger is like a lethal weapon we hold in our hands... Is it truly worth it to lash out at ppl arnd u, leaving just hurt in them?

Anger doesnt go away when u give in to it... It feeds and results in even more anger... Hence the cycle never ends...

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i just bought a book called in the Sphere of Silence...

kinda like it coz some stuff inside are realli meaningful... =]

You need to be detached to put away an old dog that u love deeply but has to be released from his pain.
You need to be detached to take care of your parents in their old age, and watch them age slowly, to be with them and love them without suffering despair.
You need to be detached to let your child go when he or she is ready to leave the nest.
You need to be detached to let go of someone who knows not what love is and yet still be able to wish him well.
You need to be detached to set anyone free, as freedown is everybody's birthright, as it is yours...

Detachment is not dispassion nor is it indifference. It is also not an absence of love. In fact, it takes great love to be detached. In its deepest form, love can only be detached...

especially love the last part abt setting anyone free... to put it simple... u need much strength and courage to be able to set the one you love free...

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Friday, August 10, 2007

cant slp...

Hm... so here i am... thinking abt what i can do to make myself slp...
but it also feels kinda stupid coz since i am sitting happily in front of the monitor means all the more it is harder for me to slp with the bright light i am absorbing into my pair of disobedient eyes...

and i am listening to jay's song for the i think... 25th time... reaching the 26th time coz its on repeat mode... yepz.. for my dear frens who seem to think my com is laggy or crazy... nope...i just happen to be repeating that song for almost 2 hrs...

well... and since i am bored and cant slp i shall ramble abt some random thoughts i have... why am i blardy suffering from insomia!!!? a few reasons i can realli think of are...

1) the body alarm clock is badly spoilt...

currently i rate this 10% of the reason as to y i cant slp... coz slping at almost 5 a.m. everyday has definitely taken its toll on me...

2) thinking too much abt things going on arnd...

ok i rate this 10% too... coz skl has just started and things hasnt realli gotten that bad enough for me to dream abt lines and reinforced concrete... ah... speakin of that... i remember i had this one dream abt this bridge that was made of instant drying concrete! oh my god... it was so amazing i could actualli pour cement paste in the air and a bridge automatically forms... woots... aint that cool?

well... on the other hand... if there are things that i wld realli be thinkin abt... it wld be abt what i realli want at this pt of time... there are some things we are just afraid to face... some answers that we somehow wish wld be given to us naturally... and some uncertainties which we dunno if we shld resolve... the onli answer i have is... pride does get into the way...

3) the tea i drank at the restaurant just now...

ok i think that contributes to 10% of the reason y i feel physically tired but mentally sound... oh man... its like u are lyin on the bed.. knowing u are tired and slpy and yet ur stubborn mind wldnt give in... coz it happens to be like my hyperactive cat which seems to be awake 99% of the time and loves to jump at me...

4) my stupid cough...

yes... it is seriously irritating when u just have to cough every 2 minutes... and my throat feels blardy itchy... =/ so i guess that contributes 20% to the cause of my insomnia

5) the damn hot weather....

for consecutively 2 days in a row i feel the presence of this horrendous heat wave affecting my beauty sleep... feel as though there is this blanket of heat wrappin arnd me and i just cant seem to slp!!! coz it truly feels uncomfortable... argh...
so... i'll give that a 40%

5) as we all know... if i truly know y i cant slp... i wld be a genius or even god... so... the last 10% i'll give it to unknown factors... or if any of u can suggest a few reasons... i'm on all ears...

oh man... bloody hell... lemi slp!!!

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all i can say is... the movie rocks!!! omg... i realli love the piano parts...

周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密
词:方文山曲:周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见...

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜...

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已走过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡...

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Do you believe in love? - Craig David

Mmmmm no ohhh ah yeah
Just one day
If I could hold you in my arms
Close to my heart where you belong
Love of my life you really are
Still be showering you with kisses like snow in winter

Remember back in the day we were like best of friends
But we were falling in love we never could pretend
Night after night we used to talk about me and you
The things we'd do together forever?

Do you believe in love?
And the promise that it brings
That you'll never grow apart
Well that's what she said to me
Why did you have to go?
We were inseparable
You and me will always be together for eternity

Just one day If I could touch your face again
Words can't describe how I'm feeling
If I could turn back the hands of time
I'd still be holding on wishes that you left behind
Remember moments when there was nothing better than
A stroll in the park walking hand in hand
I'll never forget the times we talked about me and you
The things we do together forever

Do you believe in love?
And the promise that it brings
That you'll never grow apart
Well that's what she said to me
Why did you have to go?
We were inseparable
You and me will always be together for eternity

The words you said to me before you slipped away
Are still with me girl to this very day yeah
In everything I do to everything I say
You'll always be the sunshine in my life
And yes I believe in love

Do you believe in love?
And the promise that it brings
That you'll never grow apart
Well that's what she said to me
Why did you have to go?
We were inseparable
You and me will always be together for eternity [repeat]

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Sometimes... there are ppl whom u want to cherish more as days go by...
and sometimes... there are ppl whom u let go of slowly as time passes...

I guess each n every one of us always has a past which changes our direction of life... a reason for the way we've changed into the way we are now... but we nv stop learning from each step we take... and i am truly glad i have what i have today...

there were times when we do feel as though we cant go on anymore... but somehow there was just this strength inside us... making us move on... and that somehow miraculously helped us undergo the difficult times...

i dun realli believe in jesus or god... but i believe in the power deep within us that will always guide us through... if we are willing to believe in ourselves...

and right now, at this mmt... i realli feel blessed... just suddenly have this urge to want to cherish the many many things arnd me... the mmts n memories i've had and the ppl who are out there... u guys realli make me smile... haha... u guys know who u are rite... ^^ ya yes u... the one kaypo-ing abt my taiwan trip... or laughing at me whenever i fall down... scold me for my horrible dressing sense and phototakin skills... or sickeningly visit my blog once in a blue moon but dun tag, leading to my chatterbox account kena suspended... yes le... i love u all la.. muack muack!!! MUACKSSsssSSSS... slurp... bwahahaha...

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Monday, August 06, 2007

...love is about giving someone the ability to hurt you... but also trusting them not to...

addicted to this song...

When you're gone... Avril Lavign...

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you...

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were Yeah, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

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Sunday, August 05, 2007

first... i shall post pics of the lovely works done by mr piak... wonderfully designed photos that make them realli look like posters... lol...

danshui... the sunset with the beautiful bridge...

yanzz and cynzz.. in the middle of ximending's street...

yanzz on the train to hualien!!! my fave part of the trip... dunno y.. ^^

and this is my fave pic!!! yanzz at ye liu... and the lovely words at the bottom... hehz... =X

one night in taipei!? lol... in the hotel i dunno y they need sunglasses...

and our classic photo... the taiji quan... wonderfully posed...

hualien~~! at taroko park... beautiful gorges... ^^

initial D...

jiu fen~! the staircasey town...

at the memorial park... we stopped by for 5 minutes just to take photos... lol..

yanzz and piak...

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Day1...
The day has arrived... finally.. after much hassle and bustle and bookings and packing and changing money... and blah blah blah... but it was all worth it... i love the trip... and i love u guys!!! thankz so much for the wonderful company and bearin with all the horrible sides of me!!! MUACKS!!!!

a pic before we step into the boarding area...

yes yes that's our plane!!!

yanzz n xiaohua...

happy... excited... sleepy... ^^

some final pics before boarding our 4 hr plane ride...

my fave pic taken on the plane by me!! muahaha...

Landed on the holy land of taipei... at 540 p.m.

and we went for dinner after checkin in, at this curry place.. super nice...

yanzz n cynthia on the coach to hotel... some honkies behind us also takin pic... wootz...

first self taken pic.. and more to come...

and mh's fave basketball shooting game... we had tons of it...

neoprint!! damn cheap!!! wahaha...

foolin arnd in ximending!

yes act cool...

more poses in our newly acquired sunglasses in the hotel...

Day2...

Rise and Shine... Setting off for our hotspring at Beitou!!! not Beidou!!!

a morning street scape of ximending...

breakfast lady by the street...

breakfast was hot and delicious...

outside the mrt!

eat coin... eat chip.. eat card...

amazed... whats that?

amused by our train tix... train chip.. train coin... dunno wad u call it...

smelly pigs...

weather damn hot...

some cute tree trunks that attracted our attention...

black pig vs black pig...

yanzz grins...

cynthia =P

and mh won the best leading actress award...

secretly takin a pic in the changin room while preparing for the hot spring~~

food wasnt nice... or mebe we were too drained after being deoxygenated in the hot spring... lol...

but i ate it anywae...cynzz and her pasta~!
poking at his food...
beautiful waters... and the sun...
i eat the island... yanzz pointing at i dunno what...
our four mini hands~~ vs our real fingers...
first hand! spot the odd one out!
scissors paper stone! or was it hei bai pei?
wahahah... mh eating big head...
smiling in our shades...
look! got aeroplane~!
self taken pic!!! by mh the pro~
scratch scratch...
serving the island on a tray...
supporting the island with almighty strength!pushing the island down effortlessly...
lovely mh and yanzz...our pic captured on the sunglass!! so cool huh~
retro...
our mini palms!
sadako!?
artistic photo.... taken by me!!! muhahahaour names pieced together using candies...
by the overcrowded bridge which shakes...
the fish market behind us! eh... y dint we eat seafood har!!! =[
taking pics til the sky turned dark...