DuN CrY cOz It'Z OvEr SMiLe cOz iT HaPPeNeD...

Saturday, June 30, 2007

omg... my blog is rot rotting ROTTED..

anywaes... found something to unROT it... hopefully... hehz...

Tagged!!These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

Hm... 6 weird things abt me... actualli weird or not depends on ppl arnd u also rite... so i shall list the complaints i've heard so far...

1) i just recently found out that i tok to inanimate things... e.g. my wasabes...

2) i used to like to stick my hair on the toilet wall and count how many strands of hair i dropped per day but it was kinda scary realising i am quite balding... so i seldom do it nowadays... =D

3) jo say i like to lol in msn but my face had no expression... not true lei... but i also dunno coz i dun see my expression when i type... hehz...

4) i extremely ban ppl who hafent bathed to touch my bed...

5) i have super lousy phototaking skills... eh... is that considered a weird pt?

6) see... i realli cant think of anythin weird... erm... i go high when i enter the KTV room? heez

ya... realli cant think of it la... i am perfectly sane and normal u see... =D

ppl i tag... dun haf much frens who blog lei i realise =/

1) jo
2) xianzz
3) huijuanz
4) mao
5) siyi can i tag u again... lol... i'm sure u haf more weird things to add... XD
6) anyone who reads and has blog ^^

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turtle rhonda bot another mini wasabe from hk/shanghai!!! omg... i put it on my phone now.. super AA but... HAHA ... its cute!!! omg... remember to ask me to introduce wasabe to u the next time i see u...

haiz....

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recently i have been thinkin abt some things i nv thought abt b4...

=[ i think i miss talking to that shitter... brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

YAY!!! the taiwan trip is finally more or less settled and our da jie last min so hardworkin!!! lol... we surfed and checked out many many things... and tok quite abit... nonsense and non nonsense...

anywaes my dear frens! fret not!!! i'll be back with lots and lots of souvenirs!!! wheeehaaaa... lol...
last week was horrible... i slept and slept and slept... seriously i am amazed at how much i slpt... sunday... i slpt THE WHOLE DAY... except during times when i woke up for food....
monday... woke up late... did some work for the cafe website and SLEPT... but something bad happened so i was a little down... but its all over and according da jie's jing yu liang yan... i musnt think so much and take things easy so i shall not mention it... lol...
den tues... SLEPT again... til the evening then had to go out to meet my san mei and wu mei to tok abt the trip!!! and we stayed in the cafe to play shadows til like 2 a.m.... hey!! its realli a nice game... Shadows over camelot... got chance u all realli must try!!!

yes now i continue counting down!!! 15 days...

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Monday, June 25, 2007

anywaes... a depressing topic...
the world is just so disappointing at times...
sometimes... i dunno y and i realli dun understand what is wrong with what i tried to do... i just dun want to see another cat homeless... i just realli want to help... and i just want to give her a home...
but in other's eyes... i am just a selfish person... coz i only bring trouble to ppl...
and now... i just realli need to take a break... and no one is there to help me... was my initial decision already a mistake to begin with? do i realli seem so stupid as to not know the consequences if i adopt her... but no one close to me ever will understand...
if giving homeless animals a home is such a sin... then what is good and what is evil in this world... y is it that when u realli need ppl's help.. they just shun away from u... and when they need your help... they can be so enthusiastic...
why is it that when u treat others truely from ur heart... you only get disappointments from them... i realli just cant understand many many things in this world...

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

wow.... i lost my voice... totally...

seriously... if it doesnt recover... i will go kill myself...

counting down... 18 days to secret getaway with my lovers... =D

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

hmm... i've been thinking... in this world... or mebe in my world... i see two kinds of people...

the first type... those that give more than what they take...
and the latter... those that always seem to want to receive more... than what they are willing to give...

at times.. we belong to the first type... especially when we want others to like us... or when we want to enter their world... share their world... somehow... u will just want to give... want to do something for ppl u like... coz u just dun want them to dislike u...

then at times... we fall into the second catagory... when we are so used to receiving.... when we feel that these ppl have already been with us for such a long time... and it is natural that they give in to us... or understand us... so much that we dun even remember what we can give them... what we can do to make them happy... and not what they can do to make us happy...

then again... i start catogorizing ppl in this world into another two catagories...

the first... ppl who make u happy... and 2nd... ppl who make u unhappy...

ironically... ppl who make u unhappy are mostly those who have made u happy before... its just that somehow... things between u have changed... and you dont seem to understand them anymore and vice versa...

i just got hanged up on the phone again for i-dunno-if-its-a-good-reason and i know that person is not in a good mood coz of somethin else that just happened to her... but... i dunno y it has to be vented on me...

its just sad... that i feel far away from them now... the things we look out for in life are no longer the same... i cant seem to find the pure frenship we used to have... coz between us now... we always seem to be giving in to one another... trying to fit into one another's life... somehow... i get tired... tired of thinking abt what i cld do to make them happy...
i do see the good intentions behind what they want... but perhaps i just cant meet up to their expectations...

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

hmmm hafent been bloggin for some time... realli no inspiration or the mood to sit down and write abt stuff.... lol... i think i am turning uninteresting...

some things to update...
1) i bought a new ipod shuffle!!! pink and small and damn chio!!! hhaha... ya coz i lost my old one in vietnam due to my carelessness...

2) i left my intern job!!! ok this one is realli realli like outdated info... but well... i wun regret my decision i guess...

3) i got streamed into DTM stream =/ (design and technology management) a stream that i dint realli opt for... though i am not sure if i wanted to do design as well... coz my design grade werent good at all =[ sighs...

4) met up with xianzz and looked at her taiwan trip pics and i realli REALLI REALLI REALLI REALLi wanna go too!!! =[

5) went sze hsien's house for another bridge session lol... and ended up watchin tv show and kena cursed by them coz i was too absorbed in the show and cldnt pay attention to the game... we had canadian pizza for dinner too and it realli wasnt that nice >.<

6) dint know that i need to work today and i happily stayed at home thinking i cld slack... and ended up rushing to work... late by like 1.5 hrs lor!!! =[

7) finished watchin tou long zhun feng on crunchyroll and youtube!!! so cute!!! realli nice show... ^^

well... anywaes... i dunno how to explain it... but i am happy... realli happy now... and i feel as though i have everything i ever need... sufficient rest... sufficient play... sufficient work... no emotional baggage... no unnecessary worries... less stress... how i wish days like this can last forever... why cant life be this simple... lol...

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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

sometimes i dont understand... why do some ppl in this world always try to destroy whatever good feelings others have... disrupt the peaceful world that others enjoy and hurt others intentionally...

"maybe they have good intentions and they dont know how to phrase it..." i've heard this plenty of times... but its realli bullshit and excuses to me... if u realli have good intentions... how can a good intention turn into daggers that stab so deep? if u realli mean well for others... how can u use words that can hurt so deep?

caring for someone and changing that person is just so different... but some ppl just never see the difference... u can be concerned and hope that others dun make mistakes... but u cant force others to be someone u want them to be... the perfect them u want them to become...

i'm hurt that at times... wyhen ppl i thought were realli close to me dont understand what i go through at all... i can tell their good intentions... i can feel their concerns... but i also feel that they truly belong to a world that can never understand what my world experiences... saying is easy... asking ppl to change is easy... but have u ever asked yourself... do u accept them for who they are? or do u want them to become who u think they should be?

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