~Me~
Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
DoN'T cRy cOz It'Z oVeR SmiLe CoZ iT HaPpENeD...
Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
DoN'T cRy cOz It'Z oVeR SmiLe CoZ iT HaPpENeD...
~MoRe Me~
E-mail me at cyanzz@yahoo.com.sg
FaVe SiTeZ |LyRicS| |X ClamP| |GuiTar ChorDs| |SaMSuNg rIngTonEz| |NicE reCiPes| |NiCe MiDis|
E-mail me at cyanzz@yahoo.com.sg
FaVe SiTeZ |LyRicS| |X ClamP| |GuiTar ChorDs| |SaMSuNg rIngTonEz| |NicE reCiPes| |NiCe MiDis|
~Wad SaY U~
~mY hiStoRy~
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
wow... the past week was a blast... =] but i realli enjoyed it... thankz so much my beloved frenss =] still hafent recovered from my tiredness.. so lets allow the pictures to do the talkin =]da first cake of da year!! and yanzz turns 22... ding dong.. clock strikes 12...
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yanzz makes a wish...
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yanzz blows candle...
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yanzz and cynzz
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yanzz and huaiyu~~
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yanzz and xiaohua... and my head looks super big while my body looks tiny... omg.. i look like humpty dumpty... ahaha...
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at kaizz place to bainian...
yanzz cuts her cake
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make a wish... make a fish...
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yay~~ my cake =D
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carrying da cat...
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yanzz and kaizz...
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my darling jo and me...
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da np ppl...
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np ppl and yanzz...
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EAT the chipzz!!!
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on our way to bai nian...
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turtles united!! ~250207~
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to turtle house to bai nian~~!
on da way to turtle house...
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wow we got 2 aces! triple money! lol...
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turtles~!
Labels: turtles~~
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Monday, February 26, 2007
woot!!! and due to complaints and scoldings... i decided to post a few more pics.... esp this veri veri impt one... TURTLES UNITED!!! haha...
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and to add on.. due to insufficient pics from previous post...
... the ichee pics!!! thankz my dear ichee for the contacts voucher =D and lovely company at secret recipe with all our catching up... tho we are incomplete but i'm sure we will be reunited soon!!!
four of us!
yanzz pam and mixed breed~~
not yet united ichee~!
me and moi voucher =D
and last but not least of course my mama and her wonderful flowers and company at hanabi!!! nice recommendation =] the pressies were realli sweet... i realli even went to count the stars u made... and i realise there is a 23 on one of the stars!!! i am 22 onli la dear mama!!! =/
woot our buffet pics... chawan mushi...
next... we have all our sashimi!!! omg drool... and if u realise... no more liao... haha coz i was too hungry... the rest of the food i ate without takin pics...
a pic of me and dear xianzz!! with siyi poppin out from the back... =.=....and more and more pics to my new year celebrations...
my wonderful manicure... with nail art... thankz dear jojo san's mommy... =] it was quite fun doin it with miss jojo coz it was fun to laff at her and the beautician... haha...
moi sis... pic taken by my 4 yr old cousin... i mean cousin's son... nephew.. aiya dunno how to call.. haha...
and yes... this is your sincerely photographer... lol...
and he decided roam arnd for more targets... his 1 yr old sis...
and next... his 7 yr old bro... omg time realli flies...
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
new year has been good... lol... and i am turning 22 soon... oh my.. my fave no.s... lol and lucky number "2" well... not realli sure what to say... guess i am tired of speaking... esp when i speak too much and just turn out to be redundant... mebe some ppl dun realise how much they cld influence others.. or mebe i am just too easily influenced... but well.. it may be a good thing.. i guess its time i learn to protect myself... lol... and i realli dun want to feel hurt coz ppl whom i trust tell me negative things abt myself that i have always tot was a strength in me... i dun want to trust those that i shldn't trust anymore...yep... so yanzz decided she aint gona show her weaknesses so easily anymore.... she dun want to keep feeling hurt coz she feel that others dun appreciate what she does at all... she dun want to trust anyone who doesnt understand her at all... and she has no more strength to try to understand those that she cant understand...
and NO! yanzz aint being pessimistic or pms-y here... she just want to protect herself... if confiding in ppl... takin initiative to maintain relationships, with frens or ppl she like... with ppl she just want to be nice to... is so tiring... den she will stop trying... at least.. there are others realli worth her attention much much more...
heard this from da lyrics of a song shixianz sent me.. " the ones who have the ability to hurt u... are the ones whom u love" so true huh? onli those that realli matter to u... have the power to hurt u the most... ok out of pt... but anywaes... songs are so meaningful... every one of them always have a story to tell... and every story can make u laff or cry... some realli sweet while others realli touching... lol... oh man.. i am such a song freak... but still i bet alota ppl out there will agree with me... probably that helps the music industry to grow.. hehz... besides piracy... =D
yepzz thats abt it for my new year... lol... nth much... just had a short break and its back to work time... =]
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
omgggg these 2 songs are so nice.. =[ sweet moments of hua yang... so sweet lor the show... how lucky can a gurl get... and ella's realli cute in the show... lyrics of this song so nice too...i dun need a fanciful life... a life with status or monetary needs... with true frens... close family and ur loved ones loving u... aint that the best gift one can ever have... lol...
GO LISTEN!!! http://adriana93.imeem.com/music/HJ_LSZYu//
speakin of that... today's vdae... HAPPY VDAE!!! haha... well... i guess most of my frens are single too... wonder if that is a good or bad sign haha... but... i spent a rather special day too... with my sweet beloved darling jo.. =D cham le jo.. if this goes on... mebe i realli will become a lesbian and fall for u... we went to do.... MANi and PEDicure!! wee!!! hahaha it was realli nice... to see ur fren cant decide her nail art... and u urself cant decide too.. makin the beauticians realli shou mang jiao luan... we do until like 8 pm la!! omg lor... and sweet jo.. gave me a vdae gift!! it's a realli nice necklace!... tho yanzz never wears necklaces... this time she will sure wear it coz its from jo! muahaha...
another song!! http://72.14.235.104/search?q=cache:ZNHdvf6YxLUJ:plugbrooklyn.imeem.com/music/c7X3pmef/dong_le/+fei+lun+hai+mp3&hl=en&ct=clnk&cd=1&gl=sg
* sighzz i think i say alota mean things when i am hurt... i take those words back... but yanzz realli felt sad when ppl arnd her dun understand what she goes tru at all... even if they may be words of encouragement... sometimes ppl just say the wrong things...*
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
this is gonna sound depressing...but i realise... i am someone who cant make ppl happy... or give those whom i love true happiness... =/ i dunno how and i just cant... at times i question myself y do i tend to hurt ppl arnd me... at times i ask myself y do ppl who claim to love me never seem to be satisfied with me... and i never seem to be able to give them what they need... what they want...
sometimes u just feel tired... of tryin to please everyone... of trying to make them happy... sometimes when u get too close to ppl... everything just seems so wrong... and when things turn out wrong... u just cant help wondering if the problem lies with urself... or shld u just let things be and move on... who the hell wld want to go tru the same situation again? or get urself hurt silly? and as time goes on... u tend learn to not bother... learn how to wall urself up...
we all know what makes us happy... we all know how to be happy... but how many of us actualli have the ability to put a smile on others... to be the reason y others have a smile on their faces... to touch ppl's lives and make a difference?
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Friday, February 09, 2007
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wah..... my hair is wet now and i cant slp... lol... guess where yanzz went againz? kbox with cynthiaz, xiaohua, huaiyu and carol! hahaha... we are recruiting more n more ppl into our kbox craz.... omg i'm bloody tired and sleepy from all the screaming and singing...
anywaes... thankz ernnie for the jacket from korea!!! hahaa.. tho i dun think he will see this... but anywaes yay!!! one more jacket to my collection! muahaha...
ok i am super bloody hell tired.. shall just slp with my hair wet... lol... *to be continued*
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
wah this song not bad... heard minghua singing during ktv... and was kinda touched by the mtv... sad song tho... lol... toks abt this gurl whom the guy loves telling him that he is more like a best fren than lover... thus... he let go of her... sad huh?something unpleasant happened this mornin and kinda spoilt my mood... but.. HECK... seriously.. if others cant be bothered.. y shld i...
but later on went shoppin with xianzz at jp and i finally bot my new year dress!!! and another realli nice black top with a small jacket... lol... yay!!! more and more clothes!!! catch me during new year!!! haha...
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Saturday, February 03, 2007
u know... itz weird... lol... recently... i keep thinking about ppl arnd me... thinking abt what i have... thinking abt what i lost... and i realli wished i hafent lost what i had... tho i realli had tried my best... mebe its part of human... when u lose things that once were realli so impt to u... den u realise.. what u have... and u start to appreciate those who stayed...i miss him... out of a sudden... i just do... maybe coz at this same time a yr ago... things were so much different... and i had been so much different... the person who understood me... the onli person who wld never want to see me hurt... n cry when he see me hurt... the one whom i once shared so much with... n during times when i realli cldnt understand myself... he did... the onli person who never stopped caring for me... no matter how much we once hated each other... i guess... i wld never have been the same without him... lol... yanzz sound so touchy today... realli dunno y... but i dun feel dumb posting my feelings here, where anyone could read it... coz i dun find it shameful to show ppl how i feel... and i just want to share how i feel... and i'm definitely not tryin to AA...
how many of us actualli wall ourselves up so that we dont get hurt... but on the other hand... how much do we lose just coz we dare not face things in front of us... at least one thing he taught me is to face myself... and not feel ashamed to show ppl how i feel... the courage to want to fail and learn from it... rather than wall myself up and never learn anything... lol...
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you know har... humans are strange... when they have something they get easily... they will never cherish it... and when they lose it... then do they start to think and regret...
once someone said this to me " we shld cherish ppl who know how to cherish us..." and i do believe in it... thankz ah... uncle momo and mao... for still carin abt me... and reading my blog... and telling me its thaipusam!!! make me sound like such a culture bai chi... lol... still kena laughed at when i realli duno what its called lei... look like mascot ma... no meh... lol...
there are just some ppl who make u smile just by small gestures they make... and small little concerns they show... i'm happy with what i have already... lol... thankz my dear frens out there... =D how lucky can a person get... when u need frens... they are always there... and even if u dun need them... u can count on them to be there to laugh at u and make u laugh... LOL...
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Friday, February 02, 2007
| YOUR REPORT CARD: | |
| Category | Grade |
| Love | B |
| Friends and Family | A |
| Body | B |
| Mind | A |
| Finance / Career | A |
| Your Life's Average Grade: A | |
| 'What" is your Life Grade?' at QuizGalaxy.com | |
hahahaha... i scored better than jo!
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aiyo... i realli cant stand myself getting bothered by those things... yanzz apologizes... no longer will she be bothered... yanzz loves freedom and no one can take that away from her... she will say what she feels... do what she likes and if its ppl who realli know her well... and care abt her... she knows they wun shun away from her...
anywaes is there any special occasion today? i was realli surprised when i passed by prinsep and saw so many indians around!!?? omg... first time i saw so many indians in my life... lol... think they are doing some parade or sumting with ppl carrying the huge mascot-like stuff... dunno what its called... but it was kinda interesting... almost felt like i was in another world... oh man... tokin abt that i realli wish i cld go for a holiday =[
den went for kbox with minghua, cynthiaz and ruyingzz!!! muahaha... it was lady's night and we onli had to order drinks... =D shiok... realli sang our hearts out... from 8p.m. til 1 a.m. and got realli high... =[ asked jo along but she cant make it... bet she wld make the whole atmosphere even more high... haha...
stayed over skl the previous day to finish my interim and it suks... coz in the end... wasnt realli great... alota things to work on... haizz... more sleepless nights and i am so so soooo stuck with my design =[
and yes dear shixianz... if u want this song... here's the link http://us.share.geocities.com/cyanzz/evonne.mp3 =] paiseh... when u msg me i was slpin... concussed.... lol...
this song is nice ok!!! u guys must go look at the lyrics! =]
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