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Saturday, November 19, 2005

heard this song quite a few times... quite long ago... but dunno y when i was listening to the lyrics carefully juz now... found it real sweet and touchin... and i cried... lol...

its a lil like the chinese version of love me by collin rayes... but somehow... i find chinese lyrics more profound and every word means so much more...
toks abt his grandad... in years ago where war was occuring... he had to leave town and the nite before he left, he kissed grandma gently, telling her not to be sad... and wants her to believe him, to wait for him... to believe that there will be a day where they wld both stroll along the fields, listening to the birds singing... and hear him say the words "i love u"...
2nd verse is abt the sun setting, where grandma lies ill on her bed... breathing softly, crying but holdin on to grandad's calloused hands, whispering gently the words " i love you"... and the chorus comes again... abt the beautiful scene where they both believe they wld meet again one day...

nice not? sweet song ler... lol.. suddenly like it alot... hehz~~

一九四三　世界大战　
阿嬷年轻的时候爷爷爱他那麽多　
他们感情很深但是爷爷　
身负重任　就在离乡的那夜
给了阿嬷一个吻　轻声说道

＃我要离去　别再哭泣　
不要伤心　请你相信我　
要等待　我的爱　
陪你永不离开　
因为会有那麽一天　
我们牵著手在草原听　
鸟儿歌唱的声音　
听我说声　我爱你

夕阳西下　鸟儿回家　
阿嬷躺在病床上呼吸有一点散漫　
眼神却很温柔看著爷爷　
湿透的眼　握著他粗糙的手
阿嬷泪水开始流　轻声说道
我爱你

Repeat ＃,＃

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for the first time in my life... i was abt to face a nitemare... for 1.5 hrs... i had to.......
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teach 5 4 year old kids... OMG... horrible i tell u... horrible!!!! and i gota warn each and everyone of u... 4 year old kids cry for... NO REASON... absolutely no reason!!! i dun even know y they cry?? one was coz of this short short colour pencil??? which i dunno y??? and another is coz of the wheels on his car???? which looks perfectly fine to me??? and the last... coz her cousin kinda hit her... ok that is more reasonable... but... BUT... it was truly a nitemare... damn...
and the worst is... they crawl under tables... doodle on their worksheets and run EVERYWHERE!!! onli the lil gurl was nice... realli sat down and do her work nicely... but the rest... OMG... no peace at all for the 1.5 hrs... i had to sharpen their pencils for them... help them colour... some of them realli haf horrible colouring btw... and run everywhere to prevent them from jumping down from their chair? =.= now... i am realli reconsidering hafing any kids in future... gurls still can consider.. omg boys are just.... SCARY...

--- end of report from the poor yanzz who suffered for 1.5 hours this morning... =.=

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haizz... cant slp... think i slpt too much ler... lol... everyday wakin up at noon... slpin arnd 12 hrs per day? haha... how can i haf such a luxury of time when my exams are coming and i hafent studied? well... one simple word explains it all... "laziness" lol...

there are so many things we look forward to... e.g. holidays... lol... but when it is nearing the end... the dread is there too... haiz... and there are also things we wish could pass quickly... e.g. exams... and yet... when it finally ends... we may not realli feel happy... instead... there may juz be this emptiness in you where u dunno what to do with all ur time now... lol... ok that is a rather pessimistic approach... some ppl feel relieved instead of empty... aye... but dun u all feel its like a vicious cycle? where things come and go and come and go... and the good mood... bad mood... happiness... sadness... relief... dread... always comes one after another... aint life rather sad... lol... aiyo... i am not pmsing... juz rather bored... and dayz seem to crawl like a snail... terrible =/

haiz.. cant wait for 26th to arrive... and damn... i seriously pray that somehow money will roll in or drop from the sky... haha... super broke... and it suks... coz i cant even buy snacks while studying!!! =[ makes my studyin all the more difficult... bahzz.... =/

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

yosh! wah... like so long nv blog ler hor... Hmm... lazy lei... lol... haf been watchin hunter x hunter... finished it all!! so nice!!! ayee... and stupid naruto is realli getting damn boring... haiz...
borin boring... exams suk..... =/ basically i haf nothing much to look forward to except for holidays to come and money to roll in... hah.. wonder how it can roll in... LOL... aye... yanzz is becoming boring coz she is juz realli super bored... =/

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

WeEeeEEEEeeeEEE submission over!!! crit's over!!! and i got to see my darlin for.... 2 days... =[ welll better than nothing... =] crit was fine today... but i think i overdressed... lol... everyone was like... wah??? dress so formal!!?? and both me and mao felt odd... but dun care la... haha....

haiz... so what to blog lei? ok... oh... i cut my hair!!! lol or rather trim la... and straightened it again =] neater now... and... Hmmm.. what else... and i ate my chicken burger in pg... though dint haf time to eat my magi goreng but its ok... hehe... next time....

i'm realli glad and blessed i am in my studio this sem.... though my tutor was kinda confusing and she dint realli like me... haha... but my studiomates were cool... fun and veri helpful... we 'share' so many equipments that we all lost most of our stuff... gr..... but still... they are all realli nice ppl... but i guess it was p1 that kinda gel-ed us together...

haiz... but... everyday all i can think of is when i can get to see my dear again... lol... ok not mushy stuff... WHAT LA... this kinda thing i also kenot control one rite... and now... =[ gota wait til exams over... haiz... but better than nothing =] sunshine always come after the rain yeah? ok now i am gonna go dl animes and watch... wee~~ and wait wait wait til i can go over again =] =] =]

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

tsk... jay's new album is out... this is currently my fave... like the melody...

anywae... i jus realised... i'm a real weird person... lol... when i'm stressed or upset or worried... i haf the tendency to torture myself by not eating and not sleeping... lol... i guess its kinda stupid and childish... coz even if i torture myself... nobody will know... and it doesnt solve any problems... mebe part of me hope there wld be someone who understands me... and try to comfort me... lol... ok i realli sound stupid... nobody will help u unless u help urself... yet sumtimes... i just feel like punishing myself coz i feel real stupid for doing the things i do... okok i may not make sense to most ppl... mebe i'm just kinda tired... hafent ate for the whole day... been working since noon... cant slp well either... lol... i just hate myself when i'm like that....

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