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Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
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Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
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~MoRe Me~
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
lol... this mornin woke up with greetings from u... ^^ sweet day...and i was trying to find this shirt that i was diggin from my cupboad... =/ den i decided to take all my clothes out and repack it... lol ermmm i think this is the first time i am packing my cupboard... lol... and so presenting to u... my messy cupboard... haha...
b4 packing... doesnt look at all impressive i know... lol...
a close up view... O.O
moving everything out onto my bed!!! haha... and i found 2 stacks of jeans... 1 stack of skirts... 4-5 stacks of shirts... and 1 small stack of jackets... can u spot which is which?? lol...
oh these are those on the hangers... dint move them out... but i rearranged them!!! look so much neater rite! ^^V dresses and skirts on the left... and long sleeve shirts on the right...
my jeanz~~~ woot...
lol... this is the after!!! haha...
well anywae... today went studio to finish some drawings... and then went genes and society lecture again... =/ this time round i totally slpt truout the first part of the lecture and i keep hearing the lecturer with a weird accent saying codon as "cold dung" sound damn funny... lol and the 2nd part... i was so bored... i drew this green tea i was drinking during a 10 min break... haha...
a lil blur... and a lil out of shape... but did this in abt 10 minutes so ok la hor... dun hiam... lol
den... went back studio to do more drawings... and it was quite cool... my project grp's alot nicer than the past grps... and we work rather well... quite a nice experience... worked til quite late... and reached home not long ago... so here i am blogging... and i'm gona miss my dear so much =/ hope u had a great day~~ gambatte ne~~ dun fall asleep while workin ah... will sprain ur neck if u lie on table too long de =p
thats abt it... today'z an ok day... tml's a earli day.. shall rest earli... ^^
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Monday, August 29, 2005
idiot u morons assholes who steal my metal ruler and erasers etc... @#%$#@$@# cant u afford even a ruler and must take mine... i leave things on my table doesnt mean u steal it u idiots... whoever u are... i haf my name labelled on my ruler so cant u open ur eyes big enough to look at it and realise it is NOT ur ruler!!! GO BUY ONE FOR UR OWN stupid pig... and stop 'borrowing' things without permission its called STEALING u thieves... and borrowing without returning or losing it is juz pure darn irresponsible... i wish u will drop all ur teeth and hair and die a horrible death!!! gr... purely bad mood now... $#%$#%#$%and damn u stupid cd-rom... i dint do anything to u... WHY ARENT U WORKING when i realli need to use u the most! stupid u... juz read my cds instead of blinking ur stupid green light... tried to dismantle the whole com to extract u out and u are so sercurely boxed up that i cant even remove any screw to look inside... u petty CD-rom... I NEED TO USE THIS DAMN CD ROM RIGHT NOW... stop throwing ur stupid tantrum and work properly... ARGH... @#$#@$ it is juz purely sickening.... @#%$@%$#%
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
lol... today... dint get to greet my dear in the mornin but its ok i guess... at least i hope he is resting =]and so i was rushing for tuition again... lol and i promised my kids to throw a small lil party coz their CA's were juz over... lol... one of my students actualli had her bdae a few days ago... so i bought a cake and a prezzie for her though its a lil belated... lol... and so we ate some snacks... drank some apple tea and green tea... lol... and played games... and that naughty boy actualli danced a veri funny dance... lol... realli quite cute... ok i clarify... having such kids as a student may be fun but if he is my son.. i'm gona faint... lol
here are some pics... haha...
lol... the boy looks damn tiny in all the pics coz he keep saying he dun wanna take but in the last minute always jump into the screen O.o
anywae... the highlight of the day is... 2 of them actualli bought me gifts!! lol... tchers day 1st sept... haha... i was rather surprised... realli sweet huh? lol... ^^
this is the flowers the indian gurl bought for me... lol and she even wrote me a note... i realli laughed out loud while reading it... here goes... "Happy Tcher's Day Mrs Yeo ( hello i am miss not mrs... =/) I am give you some flowers ( its giving not give =/) I wish you could buy for me something for Children's Day. Could you please. " hahaha... oh god... still laffin as i read it... =/
but all in all i was realli touched... they rem me actualli... lol and i nv felt that tching could be fun... used to realli hate kids coz they are so troublesome... but after tching... i realised it realli feels good when u are helping others... even if its not for the money... i truly want them to do well from my heart... eww.... gosh i sound so mama.... =/ lol...
but i guess... what realli made me happy was that they looked so happy while having fun... education is not supposed to be so stressful... or detestful... i juz realli want them to have fun and learn something at the same time ^^ and it realli feels good when u feel that u can make ppl happy... even if its a small gesture... ppl out there.. trust me... a small lil gift or token of appreciation realli can touch ppl's heart... esp if they are ppl u realli care for... dun take anyone for granted... lol do something today! touch someone's heart... lol ( gosh does that sound like a commercial slogan?) =]
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
u dint come again... and i was so worried... i was juz purely concerned... but do u realli know that? or is my care redundant... u made me sound like i was a pest... and i was hurt... but i guess u're not in a good mood...well... today had tuition again... and i overslept!!! tsk... was so shocked when i saw my clock... so off i rushed to work... and as usual... due to the rush... i fell down while running up the escalator to the mrt... =[ everyone was staring at me i think and i got a big blueblack on my leg now =[
after work.. gota rush to skl again =/ but it was quite fun... lol did some lightboxing (means tracing over drawings made by printing from a computer software... which also means cheating... coz we are actualli copying computer drawings... lol) and then tried some rendering... (which means making the drawing looks nice by adding some shadows and texture to create visual effects) lol... i still do love drawing... it takes my mind off things... and well... i dunno whats wrong with me today... lol i tripped while walking down the stairs and almost rolled down... tsk... lucky i was reaching the ground aledi... so nv roll...
well.. came home... nobody's at home... lol... love it... i can sing at the top of my lungs also nobody arnd... lol... bored... but i guess life is like that... we dont always get goot days... some bad days do make those good days seem brighter and lovelier... lol
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
aye... reached home at 5 a.m. this mornin... stayed over in studio again =[ aye... i must realli learn how to use autocad... it makes designing so much more convenient...well so the damn tired me went to slp and was awoken by this terrible... TERRIBLE stomachache... the pain was so bad that i realli wanna die.... and well of course i was stuck in the toilet for some time =/ and something weird happened... i realised the tv was on when i woke up... so i thought someone was at home... and when i finally emerged from the toilet... the tv was still on... but nobody was at home??? hmm.... i tot i heard someone though >.<
and so i rested at home... dint go to studio... and decided to call my dear... coz he hasnt been workin 4 two days.. was worried =[ and turned out he was sick =[ =[ =[ *heartaches* >.< was coughing so badly on the phone... and he sounded very sick... =/ i hope u recover fast fast ler... u got monkey genes rite =p lol... quoted from u...
and anywae... was lyin on my bed and thinking of things... i realise how lucky i am... with my great and superb frens out there ^^ mao... jojo... rhonda... ichee... xianz... etc etc these are frens who realli care abt me... and did so many things for me =] muakzzz i love u all... of course... my darling too... though we dun see each other much... but i juz love everything u did... thankz for always staying by me ^^ =p sklwork is goin rather smoothly though still stressful... and financially i'm ok... coz at least i am earnin a lil income for myself =]
so... what a lucky kid i am... what else cld i ask for? ^^ happy happy happy! =]
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
woot todayz another great day... lol mornin was raining so nicely that i overslpt and missed my BU tutorial... lol.. and first thing when i woke up... i got to see my dear... ^^... ok i mean i got to talk to him... not see la.. but still... it feels great =] nothing beats the joy of being able to greet ur loved one good mornin everyday ^^ muakzz love u dear... =pand den me and mao decided to meet in town for lunch... so we went crystal jade xiaolongbao... woot and la mian!! ^^ i had my pork ribs la mian yummy... and mao had her dumplings la mian... and of course we had our xiaolongbao!!! =]
den went to walk arnd for a while and i was soooo in love with this pair of sandals... realli nice!!! love it ^^V and bought a skirt too =/ i realli like it too... aw... bad bad... overspent this week by SOOOO sOOO much =[ but retail therapy is realli cool haha... =p
and so reached skl... and wanted to go lecture but realised there was no lecture today?? dang.... and so went to studio to help out... but nobody was there... =/ and i gota go meet dear ichee... so left skl at abt 6 and met siyi to take a bus to xiuhui house for the surprise party!!! so sweet of them... to think of this idea... tskkkk... lol
and so xiuhui was sooo surprised... lol she realli was wor... and even blushed... haha and of course touched rite!!! and we brought a cake over... lol though there was some er... 'technical error' with the wordings... haha but it was realli sweet... and xiuhui's mum actualli ordered pizza for us all... ^^ and we tok and tok... and saw pics of her in UK and tok abt our lives...
tsk... something realli sweet they said that i was realli touched... lol... dear jo han.. if u are reading this... dearest ichee said that since they are my frens.. they are urs too... ^^ though i admit some of them... ahem i mean one of them is rather fierce... lol... but they are realli nice ppl... so not bad... not onli u get me... u buy 1 get 7 free too... haha... =p thankz dear ichee... ^^ muakzz... if my dear ever plans to marry me??? haha... i will surely invite u all and give u the best seats... HAHAHA.... lol... =p
here are the pics... ^^ enjoy my dear frens~~
MAoz... with her xiao long bao!! ^^ *droolz*
an attempt to take a pic using the mirror... in the toilet...??? lol
me trying to work in my studio... but my studiomates were not arnd... so we decided to take some pic... haha...
i am actualli wearing 2 skirts... coz mao insist on me wearin the black one i juz bought =/ so i secretly wore the 2nd skirt over under my table hahaha...
*peek peek*
my new sandals!!! ^^V nice rite!!! love it ^^
me and my ugly legs... haha on the mrt train...
ichee~~ the surprise visit at xiuhui house... 1 member missing though =/
lol the ermm... not so nice writing that they tried to put on the cake using choco icing...
fierce fierce pam and great grandmama xiuhui...
xiaojing... our mama... n bdae gal
blur corinne and xiuhui...
bdae gal ^^
make a wish~~
group photo!! ^^V
another one!!!
dear mad mad and xiuhui~~
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Monday, August 22, 2005
happie bdae jo!!!
prezzie passing cermony...
our 'damn cake'... lol
three turtles ^^V
jo copy her bottle.... lol
putting the nice nice necklace for jo =]
wahhh i dint realise from back view my hair look so long!!! haha...
supposedly our 'candid' shot (jo forced us to turn around and act shocked... =/)
coco... ^^ i love this dog... aww.... i wish i can haf a dog... =[
so cute!!! see coco look so blissful listening to turtle play piano ^^
crystal jade... jo diggin her bowl of la mian....
turtle look veri buay song =/
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tsk... fri...sat...sun... all a rush... passed by in a flash juz like that... i almost felt as if i were in a dream... =/ so sat... met turtles for lunch at crystal jade... tok abt stuff... i guess i'm glad my frens are concerned abt me too.... but dears.... i know what i am doing... and no matter how ppl see it... all i know is we both matter alot to each other... and i will realli give my best in it... =]
and so... we went turtle house to realli "bake the damn cake"... lol and it turned out edible ok! and den we stayed and helped her pack her luggage after singing jo's bdae song and etc... hope u like the prezzies jo~ =]
and then... went to bugis to actualli watch turtle's sister act in this new tv drama show for a while... was rather interesting though... and went for supper... though i dint reali have appetite coz the cake was so filling and plus i miss my dear.... >.< lol...
and went to train station to take a train... but damn.. no more trains =/ and so poor me gota take a cab... from bugis!!! sighz... costed 17 bucks... but managed to reach home safe and sound and i was so damn tired i fell asleep fast...
my dear msg me and i was slping... and when i woke he was offline... =[ but later came online again... and we were both so tired... we both fell asleep... dint tok much =/
gota wake earli in the mornin on sunday again... and it's tuition time.... =[ damn tired... like i said... and had tuition all the way til evening... and came home rushed... bathed... and went to skl... wanted to go jo's house at nite so i can stay over to go send turtle off at the airport... but got so much to do in studio... (esp when i aledi hafent contributed for the past 2 days...) and i worked til abt 3 a.m. and i walked out of skl alone =[ (scary if u ask me esp this time of the year... realli dark and quiet and isolated) and waited for a cab... luckily i dint haf to wait long... if not i will freak myself out...
and so here i am now... ^^ my dear has juz came online... it realli feels great to be in my own room... compared to anywhere outside~~
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
woot... damn tired... =/ yesterday was like a rush for events... tsk... first in the mornin earli... gota go all the way to orchard to do the site visit again.. grr.. and it turned out there was nothing to see? damn.. wasted all our time... den went to west coast mac to have breakfast with the whole studio at west coast... nice archi... lol with veri interesting playgrounds...den went back to skl to do a lil of our design... and den rushed home to change clothes... and then mao came over my house from skl... lol and den we headed to marina to walk arnd as well as buy our tickets for the play - 'dim sum dollies'... well passed by the MPH and saw some damn cheap books ^^ and smsed my dear to ask if he read da vinci code b4... coz its on 20% sale!!! and he said it is a great book... gona buy it later ^^ my dear loves to read... so books automatically reminds me of him =p
den went to watch dim sum at esplanade... and lol... its realli quite a funny play ppl who are reading this in time... tonite there is a last show... go watch it... esp students 4 bucks nia... veri cheap... worth the price... its a purely singapore play with veri singaporean jokes... esp those political stuff... though i dun realli understand some...
den went arnd esplanade to take some pics with mao... coz nan de we are dressed up nicely... ^^V den reached home arnd 1230... online and toot! saw my dear online bahz... workin the 14 hrs shift =[ tiring lei... and so tok for a while and i duno y the hell i was so piggish... i juz fell asleep and cant wake up til today mornin its time for tuition again... grr.... and later gota go meet da turtles... and actualli i am supposed to be in skl now to do my design... sighz... mebe i shld split myself into 3... one to slp, one to pei my beloved turtles and one to go skl.... oopz i mean one more.. the main one of course to be in pg... LOL >.< haiz... gota run again in a while to meet turtles for lunch... =/
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
woot... today's a rainy day =/ but all is well... lol coz the site visit was cancelled... and i get to slack around orchard... haha... my studio grp met and we went to this cute toy shop and started playing english chess... 3 ppl vs 2 ppl... haha and we won!!! i belong to the 3 person team though i wasnt of much use... haha... and then we explored places that could give us our inspiration for our design....went bras basah after that to buy materials.. and we were playing with the blocks of wood over there... made alota noise... lol and i realli think our design is kinda cool... though it is more like furniture designing... lol exactly like my vertical studio design >.<
and well.. so tml we may be all meeting in studio in the evening... and most probably gona stay in studio to complete our design =[ that means i dun get to go home??? how can?? i will miss my dear even if i nv tok to him for one nite... =/ lol.... sighz...
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
argh... typed a whole chunk juz now in the com lab while waiting for next lessons and the whole thing was gone@!! gr...anywae today was interesting... lol... turtle rhonda suddenly called me up while i was in the middle of lecture and i left the hall with my bag and stuff still on my seat... lol and so we had tea in some corner of NUS... den after that... while i was goin back to my lecture hall... i saw siyi!! lol... and then... while we both were on our ways to the toilet... i saw one of my seniors from guides... and while we were exchanging handphone no.s... janice popped out! haha... its like almost all those ppl i know in arts faculty suddenly appearing all together... lol...
well then after that... went for BU lecture... and i realli cant keep my eyes open =[ slpt for half the lecture i think... realli a struggle.... lol
oh yar... today my dearest got an interview? ^^ muakzz gd luck my dear~ i'll give u all my luck =] hope things went fine~~ miss u so much... lol ^^
and then... when i reached home.. watched the superstar thingy show... supposed to be the finals for the guys catogory... i gota admit these guys can realli sing... perhaps even better than singapore idol... lol... and one of the guys... weilian... well... i gota say despite his handicap... i realli admire his determination... and he sings not bad... but well sumting sick happened... was msging this fren on msn... i know she supports weilian... but i haf no intention.. totally no intention of insulting her or what... i juz find it rather sad weilian was sick and had to compete today.. thats y his performance wasnt as good... and so i said... "awww... weilian dint do as well today" and WTF???? she replied me... "fuk off" hello... pls... whatever it is... i dun deserve that treatment and nobody has the right to ask me to fuk off... if u want u can fuk urself off... i juz totally detest ppl venting their anger on me... i dint do anything wrong ok...
ok besides that... i forgot to mention yesterday me and mao missed subway sandwiches... aw... miss it so much... so we decided to go raffles!! haha our ex-workplace... and we bot some chocolates as well ^^ so nice... and our ice milk tea... aw... miss those days =/ lol... and then... coz the m1 shop was closed... we went taka... and i ate my cheezy sausage... ^^ my fave =] and then we went heerens... coz she wanna buy earrings lol... aww... and i bot this pair realli nice... made of seashell.. fragile though >.< and she also managed to make me buy this watch... haha... i hafent worn a watch for at least 5 years... lol... coz watches are juz simply too big for me... always gota go poke extra hole and the strap will look so extra long =[ lol.. but this one is juz nice... like a bracelet ^^ and mao say i shld dress up more often... haha well... i am lazy actualli but mebe once in a while for fun aint that bad ^^ haha... i onli dress up for certain ppl ok~ =p *winks*
well... this is a nice song by sweety... happened to find it on this person's blog... rather meaningful~~ i like it =]
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Monday, August 15, 2005
haha.... lol suddenly feel like putting this song =] cappuccino!! ^^Elva girl bring it on cuz we can
baby rock it til'da early morn.
We're gonna keep it goin' baby on and on.
We be holdn't down'ttil'da break of dawn.
自從他走了以後 在我的心中
留著不大不小傷口 在這個入秋街頭
所有感受 我還沉溺
在回憶漩渦 有人說愛是種烈酒
會讓人失去了左右
Oh Ya~~ 我卻對愛有種不同感受
我深深的覺得 它像手中Cappuccino
愛情像Cappuccino 濃濃的眷戀泡沫
誘人的氣息 多愛不釋手
愛是Cappuccino 苦苦的美麗滋味
藏在我心頭久久
Come and hit me baby one more time
cuz the scent of you makes me
lose my mind takin' control of my heart
with your sensuous style
makin' me wild takin' me on a natural high and ya now...
我也以為我能夠 在心碎的時候
轉身大步大步就走 在這個微寒氣候
坐在咖啡館中 溫柔只能心中虛構
有些事已不想說 有些愁無法形容只
有嚐過的人才懂 如果你深深愛過
付出過溫柔 愛一個人上癮了以後 思念濃
Cheak1,Cheak2,Cheak3...Listen baby cuz I'm
tellin' da truth. Cuz I'm
getting' dazy. I'm getting' hazy.
The scent of you girl still amaze
me, baby faze me, and gets me crazy.
So baby tell me is it infatuation?
Cuz I'm head over heels in this situation.
So baby baby keep it goin'on and on cuz when it comes to love
I'm known to be second to none...so cheak it...
Elva girl bring it on cuz we can baby rock it til' da early moen.
We're gonna keep it goin' baby on and on.
We be holdn't it down til'da break of dawn.
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lol.. this is my no. 300 post!!! lol of my almost 2 yrs bloggin history...
well... today... another studio session... tsk... and sumting not veri pleasant happened...
whats wrong with being second? lol... i remember this from the book, tuesdays with morrie... and i agree with it so much... y must we be so competitive? of course it is good to strive for our goals... but... she made it sound like we are useless if we dun want to win... yes.. and that is my new tutor... maria wong... lol... my initial impression of her was quite ok... rather interesting teacher... who encourages us all to speak up our minds... tsk... but today... my impression of her changed... she asked... who wants to win this competition? raise ur hands... lol... and i dint... i dunno y... i dint... of course i cld lie by raising my hand to make her happy... but whats the pt? coz i realli dun have the i must win mentality.... of course i dun mind winning... but win or not... what matters to me more is still what i learn... and is that wrong? whats wrong with the mentality of wanting to learn as much as possible? afterall... i'm in a skl.. and a skl is for us to learn rite? but she told us... those who dun want to win... u gota change ur mentality if not u are not going to contribute to this group at all... so does that mean that juz coz of one small difference in our views towards this competition.... i cant continue to work with my group?
tsk... thats totally bullshit... it is true... i dun speak up as much as some other ppl... but hey... that doesnt mean i am a failure alright? i still learn... i may learn slower... but i like this pace... y must i make myself so competitive that i dun get to enjoy the process of learning? tsk... i dunno... i guess different ppl juz haf different mindsets...
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tsk... so skl has started for a week... and cool! lol i got the DDS room... which is password protected and onli my studio ppl can enter... with new furnitures and partitions and even computers... lol except that these coms cant be used yet... lol... veri nice and cosy... i realli like my new studio now...
and so... our first project of the new year... building a pavilion near the canteen... at this pathway where there are quite a few trees... with veri nice shade... and gives me a serene feeling whenever u walk along this path...
its actualli sumting like a competition... each studio will pick the best 2 designs and we will develop on these 2 designs as a studio to compete with the other studios... lol... i kinda enjoy workin in studio more now... lol mebe coz we haf more private space... and i can crap with mao... hehz... though most of the time we are takin breaks or eating mac... stupid SDE... canteen not open on weekends... and mac is so unhealthy and expensive =[
and i realise... workin and studyin realli aint easy... sat morn... gota teach and i dint realli slp much... and i gota rush to skl to try workin on my design... yes... the me in the past will always stay at home to do if i have the choice... but now... i juz cant wait to leave my house.. lol... onli thing i realli miss is my computer and my bed... and then... worked til late at nite... went home to catch some slp... the next mornin got tuition again.. til late afternoon.. and toot... rush to skl to continue my work.. haiz... and juz reached home not long ago =[ tired... tsk... and the kids are so ever getting naughty =/
but well... i still enjoy teachin these kids... lol... they do make me forget abt my stress... lol... i have changed much eh? the me in the past will NEVER NEVER NEVER teach... i always give the excuse that i haf no patience.. actualli i was juz trying not to follow the crowd... esp when my mum keep naggin me to teach.. all the more i hate it... lol... the more she wants it from me... the more she wun get it >.< lol... but well... someone taught me that money is not easily earned... he made me realise how lucky i am that my parents are willing to give me money... he makes me wanna work hard as well... and so here i am.. lol... juggling b/w archi and earnin a lil money... lol... go ask any archi student.. none of them will teach i think.. coz the coursework is juz too stressful...
i dun regret what i am doin... it may be hard now... but i know i am learning... and i will improve myself more and more... become less dependent on ppl... and learning how to cherish whatever i have... lol.... trying la... still trying... =]
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
lol... wahh i sound damn paranoid... =/ sad... ok though i admit... i am paranoid over the loss of hair... LOL....
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.
Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
trait snapshot:
paranoid tendencies, irritable, anxious, fidgety, dependent, worrying, emotionally sensitive, prone to regret, depressed, second guesses self, somewhat fragile, dislikes change, prefers organized to unpredictable, suspicious, phobic, craves attention, not a risk taker, low self control, very sensitive to criticism, unadventurous, does not make friends easily, defensive, obsessive, low self esteem
paranoid tendencies, irritable, anxious, fidgety, dependent, worrying, emotionally sensitive, prone to regret, depressed, second guesses self, somewhat fragile, dislikes change, prefers organized to unpredictable, suspicious, phobic, craves attention, not a risk taker, low self control, very sensitive to criticism, unadventurous, does not make friends easily, defensive, obsessive, low self esteem
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
eeepzz real nice touching song.. though a lil sad...While she lays sleeping
I stay out late at night and play my songs
And sometimes all the nights can be so long
And it's good when I finally make it home
All alone
While she lays dreaming
I touch her face across the silver light
I see her dreams that drift up to the sky
And she wakes up to my kiss
And I say it's alright
And I hold her tight
And she believes in me
I'll never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday
If she was my girl, I could change the world
With my songs,
But I was wrong
But she has faith in me
And so I go on trying faithfully
Forever in my heart she will remain
And I hope and pray, I will find a way, find a way
While she lays waiting
I ask myself why do I hurt her so
What calls me on along this lonely road
Why don't I turn around and head back home
Where I belong
While she lays crying
For she knows how my heart is ripped in two
I'm tom between the things that I should do
She deserves it all and I'd give it if I could
God, her love is true...
While she lays sleeping
While she lays sleeping for me...
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