~Me~
Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
DoN'T cRy cOz It'Z oVeR SmiLe CoZ iT HaPpENeD...
Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
DoN'T cRy cOz It'Z oVeR SmiLe CoZ iT HaPpENeD...
~MoRe Me~
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E-mail me at cyanzz@yahoo.com.sg
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
woot woot today watched initial D finally after so much anticipation~ lol well... it was a rather short movie but quite cool wor... though jay's acting realli cmi (cannot make it) esp the crying part... i was realli laffing... and the ending suks... =/ its like how sad... eekz...anywae.... edison... as usual is acting as the cool cool character... and though this show realli shows the fun and exciting part of car racing... i think it is realli totally dangerous too =/ i bet more ppl wil try racing now after watching that show... tsk... or mebe try out their dunno what stunts... tsk tsk... lets pray there wont be more car accidents from now on... lol
oh btw i forgot to mention... last fri went to watch my boyfren's type B with mao also... both movies she belanja =] thankz thankz haha... and that show was alright la... maybe some parts sound quite sweet but i guess thats how guys chase gurls huh? haha it is always the chasing part when they are sweet... but well when they realli got the gurl's heart... hmm... lets hope things dun change... haha... but all in all... moral of that story... gurls realli do turn blind when they fall in love and jerks reali do turn sweet when they fall in love... lol...
ok may be just my prejudiced opinions... =p
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Monday, June 27, 2005
yo ppl~ lol long time no see... here is sumting for everyone! realli touchin song... ON UR SPEAKERS LOUDER! and listen to every single word she says... abt this lil gurl tokin to her daddy who was killed in da 911 incident... =/ made me teary... tsk...actualli heard it from someone else's blog a long time ago... and it took me quite a while but i cant find this version... thankz dear capp for sending it too me~ lol =]
and yest... i did sumting which i hafent done for so long~ tsk... played this new game called gunzonline... something like CS and its realli cool!! i love it! haha... never played this kinda games b4 and no need to think too much... juz shoot... haha good for lazy thinkers like me... =p thankz dear capp again for teaching me how to play and it was realli cool getting killed by u... haha... =p ok la ok la... i admit u are good la... =/ lol... realli long time since i play games til i forget the time... and in a wink of an eye... it was 630 a.m. ler... haha
so i'm like a terrible panda now... later den slp... lol.... woot~ things are finally beginning to turn out better... =] i can see a lil bit more of the raimbow as days pass by~ woot~
and after hearin da song... it even more inspires someone... to pls cherish the ppl u love arnd u... u'll nv know when they may leave u... anythng in this world can happen yeah? hehz... i m never someone who believes in afterlife... u'll nv know what will happen to u after u die yeah? if u can still feel... still rem urself... ur life... or is there realli a soul? so i just want to live my present life to the fullest... woot! and try my best not to leave regrets yeah? same to all of u ppl out there!
even when the darkest moments fall on u... the light will realli come eventualli one... as long as u are willin to believe... haha... i'm so crappy but well... most of all i wanna tell dear capp miss u soooooooo much!!! lol... thankz for everything my dear~ =p
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
more pics... tskk... =] hm... a lil lazy to describe the things we did over the week... so for more details... u guys can check it out in dear mao's blog... haha... my summarizing skill aint as good =/oh one more thing i gained from this trip!! i actualli drove around in a manual car... haha... up to 2 gears... not bad huh? =] hehe
ewww... look at my fat face... lol pic taken on da cable car in langkawi =]
hey you! how dare u take pictures behind my back... haha... this is da park with alota trees...
hmm forgot where we took this... lol shld be in langkawi too =]
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Friday, June 17, 2005
wee~ some pics~~ reali had a great time over the week =] thankz so much my dear for accompanying me... lol love ya soooooooooooooo much.... and to thank u.. i'm putting nice pics up here on my blog... hehe =pLangKawI
eagle~ near the jetty in langkawi...
a snapshot taken along da jetty =] guess who?
small lil otter~ cute cute!!!
oopz i forgot what these rodents are called but they are supposed to be the largest rodents... realli quite large... lol
penguins!!! haha cute!
oh i personally love these penguins... nice hair =p *slurp* haha...
fishy fishy~~~
flamingoes~~
hmm... forgot which waterfall this is... oopzz... but its nice anywae
da black sand beach~ =] can see the black sand?
GenTiNG~
another pic~~
the mist is coming in!!! cool!!!
nice view from da hotel~
another nice view =]
taken by mao... at langkawi fair, supposedly the biggest mall over there... bahz...
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
tsk... i'm gettin up earlier and earlier yeah? onli 9.00 a.m. and i just cant go back to sleep anymore... Mao asked me to dl this song... and i liked it the first time i heard it... by tata young... aye... sweet lyrics...so who do u always think of when u are happy... or sad... and whenever something happens, who's the first person you think of... i admit... i've been neglecting too many things in my life... my frenz esp... its realli hard to juggle b/w so many things... but i guess i'm still learnin...
i'm realli trying hard my frens... and my dears... haf been a lil emotionally unstable (not saying i am crazy la) recently... but i'm glad we talked it out... i mean for me and my dearie... i'm still learnin... and i hope u can just gimme some more time... together we can try to work this out right? =] it has never been easy huh? but u've always been the priority in my life... just thought of letting u know that... we've been tru so many ups and downs... and i just hope u feel the same... and want to work this out as much as i want to~ u mean alot to me k? and i thank u for all da patience u've given me... =]
gonna meet jo later? i'm so sry to my dear turtle out there... hereby i realli wana thank this wonderful turtle of mine... always so thoughtful... whenever she goes overseas.. she will think of her frens... and she always buy things back for me.. but i nv seem to reciprocate... =[ i'm sry jo... if u are reading this... its not that i dun appreciate u... i'm hafin a lil difficulties in life too... so many things i need to learn... but u're always the bestest pal.. bestest turtle in da world =] ~~ hope we can haf a nice chat later~
yepz.. so basically these are one of the few veri important ppl in my life.. along with mao... who is always there to support me.. to listen to me... and if not for her... my relationship wld nv have worked out... and fellow ichee who are always there to support me and cheer me up lol... and my turtles... not forgetting me mama --- shixianz... always the sensible and clear headed one... and many many others... =] lol.. this sound as if i am giving a thank you speech after receiving an award huh? =p but all in all i thank everyone in my life... who were there and played a part in my life~ heez =]
and lastly... i juz wana share all of my happiness and sadness and my frens with ya my dearie... hoping one day u'll meet them as well yeah? coz they are a bunch of wonderful ppl... hehe =]
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
well... so mao and me decided to stop work... coz basically we've earned enough and i'm realli tired... i'm not a very strong person to begin with... and this job seriously require some very strong souls who can take the heat as well as the weight of the merchandises.. tsk...i've had my fun, had my money... i guess its all enough... and from now... its either i get another job or i'll just stick with teachin a lil tuition for my cousin's new tuition centre... gona teach english... gosh... that sucks... firstly, i suck at handling kids... 2ndly, i suck at grammar and vocabs! but primary 5... i think i got no choice but to try... 30 bucks is better than nothing for 2 hrs... and its near my house...
haiz... haf been goin tru a few moodswings too, for da past few days... most probably due to the strain from the job... i've been becoming more and more dependent on someone nowadays... there are many things i dint used to expect him to do for me in da past... but when i feel real tired.. i just cant help hoping he will give me some encouragement... or show some slightest concern... gosh... this is so not me rite?
maybe some things need not be spoken... but well... we still need to hear them at times isnt it... haiz... or mebe i'm just demanding too much... and i hate this part of me... alright... so this is it... i'm gonna learn and grow up... bahz...
oh one more thing... i think i spoiled my vocal chords due to talking too much and i seriously cant even sing the songs i used to be able to... gosh... this sucks...
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