~Me~
Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
DoN'T cRy cOz It'Z oVeR SmiLe CoZ iT HaPpENeD...
Known As YaNzZ Has Been Breathing For 22 Yrs
DoN'T cRy cOz It'Z oVeR SmiLe CoZ iT HaPpENeD...
~MoRe Me~
E-mail me at cyanzz@yahoo.com.sg
FaVe SiTeZ |LyRicS| |X ClamP| |GuiTar ChorDs| |SaMSuNg rIngTonEz| |NicE reCiPes| |NiCe MiDis|
E-mail me at cyanzz@yahoo.com.sg
FaVe SiTeZ |LyRicS| |X ClamP| |GuiTar ChorDs| |SaMSuNg rIngTonEz| |NicE reCiPes| |NiCe MiDis|
~Wad SaY U~
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
lol... happened to spot this while i looked out the window... interesting huh? looks like the sun setting or rising in the dark.... lol veri nice round moon~
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wee~ my fave song ever~~~ =]
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Monday, April 25, 2005
lol... happened to find this song as i organised all my mp3 which are like everywhere in my C drive... quite cute huh the title... 1985... hehz~~: = : = : = : = : = : = :
Saturday, April 23, 2005
as requested by mao... got another quiz to see how ppl think abt me huh?http://www03.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=050422000056-316191&c=0&a=08
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Friday, April 22, 2005
waha its me again... here to crap as usual but this time there is a lil more interesting short story i haf for everyone!got another nitemare this time... but its a lil corny... and i remember it realli clearly.... lol... so here goes...
i was walkin arnd in this duno what place and i found some special crabs.... so i caught them while they were all asleep.. caught 4 of them... but this kinda crabs... they are actualli poisonous and are dangerous if they wake up...
so when i reached home, i quickly tied the plastic bag up... but alas!!! one of the crab ran out and omg! i was horrified... i tried to catch it and it actualli stabbed me.... eventualli... i managed to whack it and it fainted so i put it back to the plastic bag with the rest of the crabs... realli panicking... what if the other crabs wake up too?? how do i cook them if they are so dangerous?
at this time, my wonderful grandfather appeared... i duno y he appeared but well he did.... and he gave a wonderful suggestion... "dun wry, i'll juz quickly throw them into the pot and close the lid, they can struggle all they want in that hot pot" oh wow! what a fantastic solution! wahaha.. and so i woke up...
gosh... now i'm realli craving for my softshell crabs... dun think a nitemare can hinder me from eating my fave food!
mao says i've been hafing alota nitemares recently... haiz... i duno y also... mebe coz of the stress or subconsciously, i'm afraid of sumting.... lol... anywae exams over soon... may god bless me huh?
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
hehz~ lookin @ all the msn nicks.. can realli tell that alota ppl are under stress huh? shixianz~ stop saying u are gona fail coz i noe u wun, juz try ur best ler rite? dun compare with the others so much... ren2 bi3 ren2 qi4 si3 ren2... and jo! dun say we frens are not there for u! coz we are here, its juz mebe coz we are facing stress too.. muz understand k? and i'm juz a call away... stop sayin i m busy la~ coz no matter how busy i am, if u realli need some1, i'll b here la! lolas for achi fellowmates.... work hard ler! AR1326 sukz rite? lol... we are onli in year one and we gota learn all those foundations, beams, posts, windows, doors what have u... haiz... so many things to learn! i bet mao is nodding her head vigorously and saying yar AR 1326 suks.... haha
lastly and most imptly, to dear capp! wonder if u will read this but 'gambatte'! lol i noe u can do it~ when there's a will there's will rite? heez~ dun stress urself so much that when i see u, i see a panda instead~ =]
alright... as for me... tok so much.. i realli need to get my ass on the notes and start to read tru them.... it will be over soon!!! GO GO!!! FIGHT, PPL!! GO!!!
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
lol.... i'm reali amused by the quiz results... haha.... lemmi announce ur results dear frens... the onli one who realli answered the first question correctly is dear mao and jojo!!! dun ask me y i dun drink coffee and yet i love cappuccino... if u are smart enuff... u shld noe y *wink wink* =] hehe~~as for the last qn~ haha... how the hell u ppl noe i am a turtle? i tot i onli told my fellow ninjaz and dear capp and mao.... but still... mao answered it wrongly.... hah~ oh no jo! next time when we are on mission we gota be careful... our identities haf been exposed... alright i dint mention ur name out loud rite? =]
and i gota commend dear xiuhui and jojo~ u both did me proud~ haha~ top scorers who scored 80!!!
lastly, i wld like to conclude... i thank u ppl for trying out the quiz and well... the onli thing i can say is we all are realli either stressed out by exams or realli haf nothing better to do than to do my wonderful quiz~ so u all noe more abt me ler rite? =]
lol.... thats it! meeting over~ disperse ppl!
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
lol... i was so sick of studying... guess what i did juz now? gb! haha... i played gb for a while... and i realised... it realli aint the same to play it alone... lol...i miss those days... when i play and 4get to slp... miss the days where i can play gb non-stop... haha... of course... more imptly... its the company i was with... haiz... its almost 7 mths ler... seemed to be so long ago... and some things haf changed... everyone gota move on with their life... lol... and we all cant afford to play whole day non-stop... but there is always new things to look 4ward to rite? heez~
11 more dayz~ wishing time can fly... lol
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
wee~ raining turtles and doves now... wonderful~ =] veri cooling weather... i realise... cool weather gives ppl a sense of 'calmness'... well... at least to me... lol~had some misunderstandings these few days... and i'm realli glad things are cleared up... well... i'm not a veri smart person... and i realli need ppl to explain to me clearly so that i can understand... hehz... but i guess coz it matters to me alot... thats y i care so much... =p
another thing... how do u define giving wrong signals to ppl? bahz.. i suk at human relations... can nv try to read ppl's minds... and so... i wonder if i give ppl the wrong idea at times... haiz... lol... alright... listening to jay's songs while sitting comfortably in my room with wonderful rain outside... =] veri nice feeling~ wee~ try it someday when u all can too haha... yeah and jay rox~!
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Friday, April 15, 2005
wow... was watchin the channel 8 show--- 活下去... abt kidney patients and how they face life...i once thought b4... if i realli get sicknesses like this... what will i do... lol and i thought i realli will rather die than have those needles poke onto me...
but anywae... thats not the main pt... what i see from the show (even though this is the first episode i watched.. which is also the last episode showing...) we should be real happy and glad that we are alive and healthy... Even if we are young (though 20 aint that young either), we shldnt take our health for granted...
nothing is predictable and therefore we shld cherish what we have now... we shld do things that we realli want to do... and dun ever regret whatever we have not done until we dun have the chance anymore... hehz =]
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
hooray!!! crit's oveR! submission's oveR!! and it was a great ending to the year!!! at least the tutors dint say many bad things abt my design... plus, they said my drawings were quite nice!! wahhaha =] =] =]i'm growing wings soon~~ wahaha... alright... it was afterall a one week non stop working effort~ i'm glad my efforts paid off... though i was realli stressed and wanted to die at one period of time... and i'm realli glad people are out there to give me moral support~ lol~
muakz muakz muakz~ u guys noe who u are rite? dun need to repeat da names... hehe~ *wink wink*
alright.. exams next... since this proj is a great ending... i shall work for wonderful grades for my papers too~ hoooray!! muak muak muakz~~~ surrounded by happiness now haha...
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
lol... i'm home alone... totally alone... well... feels rather cool and yet... nothing realli special coz i am always stuck in my room anywae...so here is a topic i'm gona tok abt... faithfulness and trust... these 2 words come together eh?
how isit that some ppl find it so hard to be faithful... y isit that guys are always attracted to pretty or cute gals... y isit that some ppl who haf been hurt b4 tends to take the easy way out... is it coz they are tired of gettin hurt that they grab any opportunity that comes along, hoping that these 'safety floats' can heal their hurt?
that is purely unfair to the gal... dun they ever understand it? love aint supposed to be sumting lidat... u love not for gratitude... and u dun say u love if ur actions dont show it... when u love, u will give up things... and if u cant give up things for them... den mebe u dun love them at all... love cant be a one sided thing... both parties need to work on it together...
haha... not sumting that u shld hear from me eh? but well... take it that i am juz bored~ yawnz~ alota things in life... i will rather not to find out... ignorance can be a bliss too~ lol
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Long Ago, there was a bird who sang but just once in her life.From the moment she left the nest,
she searched the longest leaf for a thorn tree,
never resting until she found one.
Then she began to sing,
more sweetly than any other creature on the face of the earth.
But carry away in the rapturous honor song,
she impaled herself on the longest, sharpest thorn.
As she was dying,
she rose above her own agony to out-sing even the lark and the nightingale.
The thorn bird traded her life for that one song and the whole world was captured to listen!
And God, in His heaven smiles~
As her very best was brought out only of the cost of great pain.
Driven by the thorn, with no fear for her death to come.
But when we push the thorn into our breast,
We know… We understand… And still…
we choose the pain of the thorn…
presenting to u F.I.R's new song... torn bird~
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
hm...i realise... when i'm stressed... i vent it out on ppl... which is real childish of me... aikz...these few days haf been terrible... final proj for yr 1.... which takes up a huge percentage of our results... of course i dun think i'll be retained... but seein ppl around me managing so well with their designs... adds on to my pressure... i nv worked so hard in my life i think... lol... do work from mornin to night... at times dun even dare to eat... coz i'm afraid i cant finish my work... psttt...
haf been complaining too much... buggin ppl as if they haf no stress as well... aiyo... i repent... i need to learn to be more independent huh? said this alota times... but well.. i need to remind myself over and over again... hmm....
thankz mao, thanks jo han, thankz marle, thankz jojo, thankz my mum and daddy... lol... all of u who tolerated with me whenever i am stressed... and encouraging me~ lol... this sounds like i juz received an award, saying out my thank you speech... i'm realli glad u ppl are in my life~ muakz muakz i love u all~! =]
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Friday, April 08, 2005
oh... 4got to mention... love this song too... reminds me of the sec skl days... sighz... growin up suks... and this song truly reflects everyone's feelings eh? memories are always sweet~ and skling days were so trouble free... sighz... old le old le... sadz.... =[and its 19 more days to pg!!! sobz...
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
hmm.... lol was readin mao's blog and decided to post my wonderful model that took me 3 days to make coz of those stupid windows that need tremendous caution in cutting of the frames and pasting of the 'glass'.... alright mine is not as interesting as mao's design but i tried my best!! lol...its an artist retreat by the wonderful east coast beach of singapore...
stupid marle says it looks a lil low class, like attap houses with stilts... well... not that bad rite?? sobz...
hooray, i like this pic~
oh this one too~~ expt for those stupid crooked columns... =[
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Monday, April 04, 2005
hot stuff!!! F.I.R new song!!! hooray! F.I.R rox!!! counting down to 28april... sobz...: = : = : = : = : = : = :
Sunday, April 03, 2005
anywae... if anyone is curious... here are the lyrics~~"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer
to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart
to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
Autumn leaves fell into spring time
and SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried
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hm... corrinne may... a singaporean born, american-based singer... lol... recommended by me!! she has a nice soothing voice and i like this song.. touching lyrics...
its abt a mum letting her daughter to the outside world to learn what she needs to learn... so its basically a song abt a mother's love... aye...
juz came out of shower and when i open the bathroom door.... WHEEEZZZ!!!! i smell one of my fave food!!! its a dish that consists of 'small dried prawns', garlic, lean meat, chilli... all pounded together!!! and fry for 1-2 hrs... YUMMYYYYYY.... and my mum says its cooked for me... =~[ touched... aiks...
i noe i always complain the food my mum cooks suks... but sumtimes she does cook nice things too... i guess its juz the picky me that is being unreasonable again... eekz... i gota change my attitude huhz?
i guess all mums realli do love their kids... its juz that their way of showing it is dif... some may feel that being harsh is the way... but they dun understand that is not what their children need... some juz want their children to do things in their way... and think it is the best for them... but they dun understand there are alota things we need to learn for ourselves... we have the right to choose our paths... and they may guide us but they cant control us... lol... hmm.. am i makin sense?
aiks... dedicating this song to all the mums... is mother's day here yet? anywae if we are good children everyday is mother's day... haha... i am glad to have my mum as my mum... though she has her irritating times but i guess she is still a good mum... hoho... this is so not me... tsk... so everyone can tell how easy it is to buy me over with food eh? lol =p
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Friday, April 01, 2005
suddenly had the urge to listen to this song again... lol i wonder y... mebe its coz i saw this vcd of 'autumn in my heart' lying on someone's table in studio today.... well... rem i used to be so crazy over this show... lol...i even bought one cd juz for 1 song and 1 mtv... i can realli get super crazy over shows eh... even if i watch movie, i need 3 hrs to get over the movie... will b in a dazed when i come out of it... lol... i rem constantine... i came out... rather dazed and in my own world for some time... haha.. post-'constantine'-ism i guess... hmm... dat was in pg ler... aiks... y isit dat time seems to ce CRAWLING now... sobz... 1 more mth til the end of exams n i'm sure gona book the first bus to leave sg... wahahaa....: = : = : = : = : = : = :