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Monday, May 31, 2004

hooray today gonna haf sakae! will try to keep my stomach strong to eat more hohoooo...

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Saturday, May 29, 2004

oh wow time flies ehz? anywae i realli had no time to post anything the past few days damn busy, all thanks to that irritating aunty i said... i am practically doing all her work... gr...
well, so whats new? i got into archi!!! though i bet most of my frens noe liaoz rite? heee... its goot news of course and i am happy~ yepz yepz... nxt prob is how i gonna get 500 bucks from my nearing NIL bank account... i am damn broke... sobz...
anywae, if anyone wants noe more abt my hk trip, i think jo did a veri detailed and goot description of our 4 days there... it was realli a great trip, though we realli splurged~ i dun regret though...
well... hope i can get my pay soon and we're going sakae on mon... haha... ppl must be thinking i am crazy so broke still go sakae... but i'm craving fer it!!! hohooo...
need to exercise soon if not i'll realli grow into a ball... sobz~ yeah yeah its sat!!!

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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

oh... and most imptly i forgot to thank this veri impt person, whom without i wun be able to enjoy myself sooooo much --- dear jo~ thanks so much fer everything! including tolerating my 'dun want to wake up in the morning' habit... haha... hope u enjoyed ur trip too~ muakz!!! i lurveee ya!

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aye...i'm back! hows the trip? It was GREAT of course, esp since i can spend more time with turtles too... i visited alot more places i hafent been to the previous time and bought a great deal of things... some are not cheap, in fact in hk, everything's so DAMN ex... so i am damn broke now... the money i brought wasnt even enuff... poor jo gota lend mi...
anywae list of things i did --- shoppping, eating, shopping eating... haha... of course i went to the peak, ocean park and rhon's sis concert too~ saw EDISON! MIRIAM etc... gigi was there too but i cld onli watch la, its not a bad experience though~ Edison was cute realli cute and realli fair... like snow white... i like miriam's songs too~ =) alright alright and of course not missing 2R!!! haha... they veri nice treat us to dinner and coz of stupid coach, we were late and they, as stars, gota wait for us... shit man we so bad... sorry chewz! all the food were great and i love the xiao3 chi1 but veri sad onli got to try once... sobz...
it was quite a rush on the last day and our passports were left in the safe and i forgot to take while jo went to buy her pastries... argh... lucky the cab driver was nice and charged us 250 HKD all the same... damn ex.. but no choice we almost couldnt check in on time... phew... and dear jo wanted to take photos everywhere to remember this wonderful trip...
we took alota photos esp at the peak, which is a damn nice place, with damn nice view of hk, the buildings are real tall and beautiful, real real breathtaking...
there are so many things we did tat i cant summarise here but conclusion, i feel that this trip is realli worth it, like the advertisement, i realli believe, "hongkong, live it love it!" haha...

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Friday, May 21, 2004

hooray frens haha i am in the airport now... leaving in less than an hour time jo is calling her mother... ahh... i'll miss u all cya!!!

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Thursday, May 20, 2004

omg!!!! how can i how can i forget!!!! i forgot to tape my shows yest... including american idol but the most impt is buffy!!! arghhh i want cry... sobz...........

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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

aye! yesterday met xiuhui at clementi mrt when i was going home~ 'chou4 nu3 ren2' haha... called her and she dun want turn around. i purposely ran down from the platform though my train was approaching k! hee.. anywae long time no see, she cut her hair and xiuhui still looks xiuhui... that how i recognise her admist the clementi crowd.
aye... enuff of crap... anywae yest wasnt able to sleep so i went to watch 'guess X3' til 130... now like walking zombie... sighz... and i realised my health hasnt been goot recently, always no appetite, if not suddenly will have cravings fer certain food... presently sakae sushi... hah! one more thing i realised i'm the kind that once i like one type of food i will keep eating until i get real sick of it the food, then i'll change to another... hoho.. i duno if this mean anything though... alright still feel like puking... gr...

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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

hey mad i got the same as you muahaha!

crystal heart

Heart of Crystal

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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hah! so miss jojo how are ur announcing ur honeymoon trip with mi on friday? hoho... wow... i'm still dazed at how fast everything is confirmed in less than half a day... so exciting! haha... hey we must enjoy ourselves thoroughly and hopefully miss jojo will be able to fufil her wishes...
hm... forgot to mention yest that i ate sakae two days in a row though i damn broke...aargh... will anyone die of eating too much ebi tempura and softshell crabs? hahaha... yum... i dun mind eating again! ;p
yeah, i'm in a rather goot mood today... hooray~ muakz jo~ muakz all my frens ohohohoooooooo

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Monday, May 17, 2004

heyz my dear frens!! hooray.. the archi test is over and it was hm... fine i guess... i realli duno how i fare... well, if anyone is interested there are 3 qns and they gave us 2 1/2 hrs... qn 1. i was supposed to cut out shapes and do repeated patterns using black, red and gray paper... supposed to alter the shapes they gaves us, which is a cross and a square... but i dint alter actualli... just cut these 2 shapes into half... haha... shit so uncreative... argh...
qn2, i was supposed to design a structure to hold a can... well, this one no much comments, i think mine was rather plain and practical...
ah... qn3.. the worst qn... they asked abt spatial experience... how the hell wld i noe what this is but anywae they gave us a picture of a room with nothing but a few duno what rectangular stuff... mebe they are sofas... aha... so the qn comes.. it says how the room is an example of spatial experience sumting lidat..
hmm... and after that i supposed to attach a tracing paper and draw on top, and alter the objects in the room??? what the hell i realli cant answer this kinda questions...
wow... i wrote so much abt the test haha... but it was interesting i realli hope i can make it... yeah yeah

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Friday, May 14, 2004

sighz... after 'busying' the whole day... finally finished my work early.. hoping to be able to leave one hour earlier since yesterday i worked one hour later...
gota go down to the travel agency later and i bet jo is damn pissed and tired of all these indecisiveness... well... i realli duno how to say but i realli have no choice... i dun want my costs to be more than 500 for the lodging and ticket... pls understand jo coz i just went hk and bintan i dun haf much money left...
as for the apartment thingy, i am not being demanding but the transport problems realli dint come to my mind until when chewz reminded mi... i hope the probs will be solved later... well, it just realli shows that there are so many things beyond our grasp and estimation in life...
alright... anywae tml is my archi test... ah~ finally~ hope it will realli turn out well and things can at least go on smoothly for that one... good luck to mi~ =(

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Tuesday, May 11, 2004

i love this wallpaper!!!

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sighz... damn bored...
(adapted from dear mixed breed's blog)

What does your name mean? - the wild geese flying during springtime with alot of trees around...

How old are you? - 19

How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?) - It varies at times... but mostly ppl think i am still in secondary school...

Describe yourself in 5 words. - YaNzZ YaNzZ YaNzZ YaNzZ YaNzZ

How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? - Varies from 5 minutes to one hour

Do you dream at night? - Of course

Do you remember your dreams? - Depends

Describe one - i used to keep dreaming of food but when i was happily about to eat.... my father woke mi up...

What time do you go to bed usually? - i try to sleep before 1100 nowadays

What time do you wake up normally? - for the past half year i had to wake at 710 most of the times

What time do you wake on weekends? - about 1100

Do you find waking late nice or annoying? - not annoying

Do you sleep with one pillow or two? - one

Do you like school? - never expt sec3/4 life

Why/why not? - i am not doing what i want

Whats ur fave subject? - Art and craft and PE

Most hated subject? - Yeah siyi~ high five... i hate econs

Do you have a fave teacher? - in the past quite a few

Ever had a crush on a teacher? - cant think of any

Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? - all not, mebe abit more to science

Do you have heaps of friends? - i have bunches of them...

Do you have a best friend? - perhaps...

Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? - i prefer gals

Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? - always

Have you ever lied to a friend? - white lies

Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? - duhz...

Do you like your parents? - i think love shld be a better word but the realli sux at times

Ever run away from home? - sort of but partially i was chased out... hm...

Ever thought about it? - as i get older the thought lessens...

Do you feel your parents spoil you? - Yeshhhh

Do you not get along with any of your family? - always... presently not talking to my mum

Do you have big family get togethers ever? - it decreases as i grow older

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? - Not yet

Do you have a crush? - too many ah...

If so, are you in love? - i am not sure

Do they know you like them? u gota ask them

How long have you liked them? which one u talking abt? but the longest one has been years

Done something stupid to impress them? uncountable...

Have you ever experienced unrequited love? - tons

Do u find it romantic or hurtful? - both, mostly hurtful

Even know what it is? - what

Do you have a religion? - used to think it was buddhist but mebe its taoism...
Do you practice it i.e go to church? - yar go pray pray in temples...

Do you believe in God? - yepz

Satan? - Not even sure what it is

Heaven? - yeah

Hell? - yeah

If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you? - i will fly back and see how my frens and family react...

Does death scare you? - it saddens mi

Have you ever been drunk? - dun like to drink

Ttaken drugs? - panadol considered?

Stolen? - ohohooo...

Shoplifted? - ohohohoooooooo... once when i was damn young

Tried to commit suicide? - not yet

Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? - girlfriends

Gotten into a fight? - ah... i am always fighting with my sis...

Are you more innocent or guilty? - both

Would you date a drug addict? - no

Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? - No

Are you racist? - no. i respect ppl's religions

Are you discriminatory to anyone? - yes

Have you been a hypocrite in the past? - still am now ohohooo

Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? - open unless they irritate mi by trying to convert mi or insult mi

Do you watch tons of tv? - TONS

How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? - Past 6 months? cant remember mebe 2-3 times

Do you listen to the radio often? - always...

Do you read the newspaper? - No!

Do you read magazines? - occasionally

Are you a couch potato? - i like mashed potatoes

Do you use the internet too much? - na... but since its free now i use it quite often haha

Whats your fave style of music? - meaningful, touching ones...

Do you play an instrument? - still learning how to strum a guitar well...

Do you sing? - always

Whats your fav band? - mayday

Why? they realli have passion in music

Whats your fave sport? - swimming, badminton etc, i like pratically everything

Whats your fave sport to watch? - i watch anything

Do you have a fave team of any sort? - No

Do you play a lot of sport? - when i have time

Ever won anything for sport? - i won skipping competition in kindergarten!!! wohoo... mostly interclass competitions onli...

Are you funny or serious? - both

Creative or not? - ehz i prefer to leave this to other ppl to tell mi

Logical thinker or lateral thinker? - both

Are you outgoing or shy? - both

Are you lazy or active? - BOTH!

Have you ever been hyperactive? - YESH!!!

Are you a naturally hyperactive person? - ??? YESH!!!

Are you happy with the way you look? - nahz... human wants can nv be satisfied...

Do you wear makeup regularly? - Na i duno how to use anywae

Do you have a large wardrobe? - large but limited pcs of clothes inside

Do you have a job? - i am doing this in my offic what u think

Do you like it? - it is peaceful here i like the ppl here and it is slack as u can see...

Are you a saver or a spender? - Ii save to spend

Have you ever been fired? - nahz first serious job here

In trouble at work? - not yet

Made a major mistake? - dun want to!

Ever had money stolen from you? - hm... not realli stolen... but its a long story

Are you always broke? - sure

Your all time most embarassing moment? - when i slipped while trying to kick a soccer ball... i bet jo, chewz and shixian love this moment...

Ever snorted drink out your nose? - nahz i dun snort... or mebe when i choke?

Ever giggled like an idiot? - i think quite alota times

Ever embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? - hahaha... got got!!!

Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? - not exactly in front but i always trip anywae
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Ever said something really stupid? - 'something really STUPID'

Ever snorted while laughing? - i dun snort!

Ever fallen off a bed? - Nah

Ever sleepwalked? - nah nah

Ever sleeptalked? - i duno...

Whats your best memory? - sec 3/4 life

Worst? - quarrels...

Do you have a good memory? - depends on what i need to remember

Whats the coolest holiday you remember having? - cool!! siyi!! i love the bintan trip too!!!

Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? - always....

What's the first thought that comes to your head when you hear these names?
Melissa - melissa
Bob - pendulum
Vanessa - bitch
Alyssa - not a bad name
Jess - jess
Brian - lousy name
Charlie - cartoon
Olivia - twist
Drew - nancy drew!
Lily - terrible name
Anita - sounds malay
Katie - i tot of using this name before hahah... like names with K... mebe kate sounds better

Whats the first thoughts that come to your head while hearing these words?
cheese - yum!
rubber - hard, inedible
clothes - jeans
big - small
dress - not for me
jacket - i need more
polyester - EASTER! bunnies...
kite - i nv fly b4
washing - hamster cages...

wow... that was long

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Monday, May 10, 2004

arghhh what the shit happened to my chatterbox, links and song lyrics!!! irritating

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heyz... argh... y did the blogger template all change... veri unused to it... hm... finally began watching my vcds on sat... just finished GOOD LUCK which i borrowed from xiuhui... not a bad show~ they managed to make pilots look so cool... haha i prefer fighter planes though... watching meteor gardens II now... as expected... its not nice but i watch anywae and most of the time i was forwarding... to the scenes with zaizai!!! haha... and from it, anyone can tell that michelle saram realli cant act i bet i act better wahahaha... alright i think its time to change my blogskin soon... need to find one nice one and its rather hard... gr...

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Saturday, May 08, 2004

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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heyzz this is so not true!

GARAGE GURL - Flirt inna Skirt!

A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..

What kind of girl are you?
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Thursday, May 06, 2004

hm... actualli got alota things to say but when it comes to realli writing... i just cant seem to recall... the trips are basically summarised in my previous entry... so everyone's asking mi hows hongkong? i will say its enjoyable, a different experience but its not realli as fantastic. i was quite sick of the food in just a few days.. haha... and shopping was rather rushed for me. oh i dint mention it was the first plane flight for mi in abt 10 years? hm... great realli nice. i sat by the window on my return journey and realli enjoyed the view~ =)
hey but i realli duno y my appetite suddenly expanded so much during bintan trip! i was realli realli hungry. in honkong the dim sum of course is nice but i dint eat as much as i tot i wld~ ah btw i think the rice in honkong is nice. not too dry and chewy yummy! forgot to buy some of the bottled drinks back though i like the ginseng honey. taste authentic, not diluted or what. alright gota go exercise or cut down on food... realli ate way too much these few days haha... bored! i hope i can go hongkong with jo and chew soon~ if not bangkok is just as fine~ and i want go cruise too... melbourne sounds nice too... arghh i am dreaming again...

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Wednesday, May 05, 2004

phew finally back home~ after one week. realli enjoyed the bintan trip thoroughly. who says if u stay in the resort u cant enjoy? all thanks to my dear fellow ichees we had great food everyday i ate so much that even mixed breed thought what happened to me... haha... love the beach and everything there realli hope to visit the place again. oh forgot to mention the villa was real clean big and nice. thanks sze hsien though i duno if u will read this.
as fer hongkong trip, of course it was like the advertisement... mai3 dong1 xi chi1 dong1 xi.... the food was realli great, i love dimsum!!! hooray~ i bet i gained at least 3 kg from the trips haha... i dint buy any clothes though coz there were too much to choose can decide and they are not realli cheap. went macau and bought some goodies though. went casino fer the first time and well, what to say.. it was full of smoke terrible cigeratte smell i bet i'm gonna die from lung cancer...
oh~ forgot to mention the weather in hk was realli hot until the last day when i left.... gr... but it was enjoyable even went the ocean park the rides were not bad i love the turbo drop thingy real great! anywae hongkong streets are also damn polluted...
i am glad i am back in spore now the houses in hongkong are small byond imagination, realli can die.
all in all took a break now dun feel like working sighz... but gota go back tml! sobz~ wish mi luck siahz~ =

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