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Monday, April 26, 2004
ahahaha... i am smiling in my sleep i think... everything is going on great! i got my letter right when i reached home on sat and i just received the reply from the archi person in charge will be taking the test on the 15 may~ hooray so that means i can leave for bintan and hongkong in peace! ohhh my holidayZ!! another thing to be happy abt! yeahzz hooray! muakzz i love the world and all my frens and every everyone! ah! i am so happy: = : = : = : = : = : = :
Saturday, April 24, 2004
sighz its saturday where is my letter??? ok i shall not be bothered by it and accept bio science. looking forward to tues bintan trip! my eye realli hurt. the past few days were realli busy and straining for my eyes... sighz... strain until my forehead has invited the greatest enemy ever --- pimples! arghh! they are worse than fats! must eliminate them soon... aw... got lots of work to do gonna siam: = : = : = : = : = : = :
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
hm... i finally got a letter from uni. but its not archi... sighz... from NTU biological sciences... i was quite surprised though coz i alwayz tot that this is quite a difficult course to get in... anywae yepz how am i suppose to reply them by 3 may when i dun even noe if archi want mi... i gota waste 100 bucks then? sighz... one more thing to worry over now... life realli sux but i am looking forward to my hongkong and bintan trip. hopefully i still can go hongkong...: = : = : = : = : = : = :
Monday, April 19, 2004
hm... the weekend was quite happening to me coz sumting that hasnt happened for veri long happened... haha... ok nothing realli big just that i had a real big family gathering coz it was my aunty's bdae... went warren's country club to haf a dinner and i shared an icecream cake from haagen daaz which costs 128 bucks... wow first time i ate such an expensive cake... anywae.. it was quite nice and we realli enjoyed our time... even went ktv after that and it was a real interesting session where i hear all the oldies... haha btw did i mention my aunty, cousins uncles all can sing damn well? haha... reached home at almost one and i was real tired... dint drink alota alcohol, except abit of red wine which my cousin claimed was nice but i tot it was terrible... haha...sunday was another smaller family gathering... hm... ate steamboat this time was to celebrate my cousin's birthday (my aunty's daughter) bot a chocolate cake this time and a lipstick fer her. hope she enjoyed her time~ ok today gonna make my passport if not i'll not go anywhere... gtg~ i look forward to my trips!
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Friday, April 16, 2004
omg... today's scary... the vice-dean, my big big boss actualli asked mi over to talk about my admission! i did want study civil engineering and 'great cool so nice', he is in civil dept too... however i put as my 4th choice... wahwah... so he asked mi and my 'boss' (ppl must be wondering y i haf so many bosses.. haha) was around too, to talk abt this admission. hm.. it may be a goot thing and he is nice enuff to tell me he can let mi appeal tru him if i still wana change my mind to get in civil engineering... wah wah big face man! haha... but i realli do want to do architecture... they are so irritating to let mi wait so long for the stupid test... sighz... but perhaps if i realli cant get into archi i may consider civil engineering but doesnt it then seem like it is the last few choices of mine? haha...not veri goot impression to my big big boss rite... ok i've been blabbering so much... haha... anywae today the other temp staff who will be here for a WHILE came. dint realli tok to her...but all i want and all i realli wish for is to get into my dream course --- architecture!!!! my dear frens if u all are reading this, please give me all ur blessings haha...
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sighz irritating office of admission... when will i get my letter... by next week no letter means i dont get in!!! sobz... and the hongkong thing too sighz...
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Thursday, April 15, 2004
oh no!! there is danger that i wont be going hongkong anymore coz of my archi test! argh....: = : = : = : = : = : = :
hm... alright now the onli thing left making me rather worried is my uni letter... where is my letter!!!! argh... i realli hate waiting... anywae almost half my probs are solved now. i'm still going hongkong from 1 may to 4th so it wun clash and i suppose i'm extending my contract once my boss approved. well... so i got almost everything expt that my uncle managed to convince my father that once i put my feets on the land of bintan i will be caught by the ppl there or be hacked to death... dats a real irritating thing... nvm i'll still go haha i guess i'm realli stubborn, yeahz and i'm sorry to my frns whom i sorta scolded coz they dint manage to go bintan, its bad fer mi to always want things in my way~ alright, i'll realli try to change but hope they understand its onli coz i want them to go~ yepz~ hope its a great day ahead~
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Tuesday, April 13, 2004
argh i just had a bad tiff with my uncle yest coz he demanded mi to gif up my bintan trip and go hk with him, my aunty and my cousin... great though i realli wanted to go hk at one point of time plus he is paying fer my trip... but i keep my promises coz i cant pang seh my frens... but frankly i've been wondering if they will do it to me instead... what if one by one, they decided not to go. some things may just not be worth it... sighz...anywae another reason fer mi not going is that without turtles it is just totally different. mebe i just wanted to spend time with them so since they are not there, there's no point rite... sighz... yesterday was a terrible day... realli sux...
plus my boss said she may need to employ ppl to work til july so i am realli considering if i shld continue helping her? sighz... i am in so many dilemnas here... arghh
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Monday, April 12, 2004
sighz i think i'm not going hongkong afterall... its realli sad... what a sudden change of mood...: = : = : = : = : = : = :
aye... something wrong with imood today... anywae i took the songs away coz there seem to be a virus or what... plus the popups are real irritating...
anywae... the weekendz was quite enjoyable. went sakae again on sat... sighz... thanks to jo and shixian. it was a damn last minute arrangement though and i realli realli wanted to puke when i onli ate abt 6 plates... hey! but the handrolls were realli filling k!
anywae, so jo wanted to go to B.U.M coz there was 50 % sale and i ended up buying 2 shirts instead... argh...
so we went ktv at cha xuan which was much cheaper than kbox. had fun as usual i love singing haha...
sunday met jo and chewz again to swim at pebble bay. had icecream after swim... and half the time i was too worried that the chlorine in the pool will realli spoil my rebonded hair so i dint haf as much fun as jo who was eyeing on kids' gigantiv floats... anywae the pool was real shallow and i cant swim without goggles... alright... excuses? haha... we chatted alot yest. it was a great way of spending time... hm... btw i dint haf dinner coz my father thought i ate... argh...
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Saturday, April 10, 2004
hooray! finally we are confirming that we are going bintan afterall... i dun wanna think abt those hu pang seh me... btw in case anyone in the world dunno the things i realli realli hate abt ppl is breaking their promised, pang sehing me and lying to me. yepz so basically, i am pissed but still i look forward to hafing a great holidayz! HOORAY!!! and i ate my sakae finally yesterday! and i think i accumulated enuff receipts to apply for 2 privilege cards... HOORAY! haha... er... ok today is quite a happy day, i am tempted to buy vcds again... HOORAY!...ermm... ok last one... HOORAY!!! muahaha: = : = : = : = : = : = :
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
btw i realised the person who threw the puncher holes was my supervisor ohoho... oopz: = : = : = : = : = : = :
ohoho.... how long since i last blogged... hmm... anywae... went fer a badminton session on saturday felt much better and less sinful after exercising... played pool too and stayed in the mac of bedok interchange to sit and talk with shixian. long time since we sat and talk besides the phone...
sunday stayed at home to watch all my showz i recorded washed my hamsters' cage finally and sighz... my poor hamster still got a lump at her mouth, hope she recovers? though i doubt so since my fave hamster died coz of a tumour last year...
hm... monday did quite alota things! haha i took half day leave and felt realli bad by lying to them that i lost my ic and gotta go make... anywae so i went fer the survey and earned 50 bucks but gota sit there for 2 hours... sighz... and i was late fer sakae buffet and in the end i dint eat dinner AND we went ktv! haha we = jojo and shixian~ hm... jojo went high by singing her high high high again haha... and so we sang til almost 1100 and i reached home late damn tired... but i guess it was worth it! yeahz~ hope there's another session again and i still want to eat my sakae... gr...
anywae these few dayz i'm getting more work to do as i get busier, i wonder if i'm happy haha...
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Friday, April 02, 2004
arghhh some idiot threw the puncher's "holes" (u get what i mean la ehz).... at my desk's wastepaper basket and spilled all over... which idiot which dont haf eyes... argh... not that it will kill mi but i've realli got phobia in seeing alota small holes... i wonder y... disgusting~!!!! arhhh i feel creeps all over mi....: = : = : = : = : = : = :
yesh! today's friday~ hm... corinne is no longer working with me... so i guess i'm all along again and oh no... nobody to bring lunch and share with mi... anywae these few dayz i haf this phobia of hair loss haha... i think i'm paranoid... is losing 30 - 40 strands of day serious? according to scientists i think its normal but i cant help feeling that its alot!!! if i go bald or haf holes on my head... i'll rather die... hahaha....
phew at least this mth i cut down my expenses by alot~ not sure if i can keep it up coz nxt mth seems to haf alota things going on e.g. bintan trip and sze hsien's birthday!!! hm... and its the last mth of work... i'm not feeling veri goot nor bad... just..????
aye i want go ktv again but it means spending money oh... and sakae and....... the list never ends... oh dear!!!! somebody better start controlling mi... sighz...
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