DuN CrY cOz It'Z OvEr SMiLe cOz iT HaPPeNeD...

Monday, March 29, 2004

well... sat worked overtime, walked alot and dad wants mi to run some errands when i was dead tired while reaching home so i had to walk all the way back to jp... so in conclusion i think i walked abt 10km on sat... realli want to faint... and i slept at 800p.m wow... woke at 800 too the nxt day yeahz~ so haf quite alota rest and ahem i was ready fer a ktv session on sun~ yipee~ went with turtles as usual and it was cheap coz i had this voucher - 3 hrs free ktv session expt u need to buy compulsory first drinks. went turtle rhonda house after hafing dinner together and well, we helped to clear her clothes which her sis sent from hk two damn BIG boxes of them... plus her closet was so damn full, we had quite some time clearing stuff... she realli got ALOT of clothes... i bet she can wear different sweaters jeans and skirts EVERYDAY and still haf more than enuff. anywae after clearing, she gave me a few sweaters and jeans that she had more than enuff. ( i wldnt want to say clothes she dun want coz it dun sound nice rite haha) well, i realli love the time spent with turtles, i will realli miss her alot when she leaves fer US... sighz... she'll nv read this anywae but just wanna say she has made a huge difference in my life and i thank her alot fer alot alota things~ muakz i love you dear turtles~

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Friday, March 26, 2004

oh great i think mebe i'm pmsing.... haha

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argh... bad bad bad... i realli duno if i'm pissed or disappointed with those ppl... why do some ppl love to act nice and agree to everything or they just love to say nice things to make ppl happy fer a while, making ppl think they are sincere... mebe they just want ppl to like them, think they are nice blah blah but to me these ppl are just damn fake... sighz... i must haf been real blind to think these ppl are my so called "good" frens... great at least i've seen through their true colours...

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Thursday, March 25, 2004

sighz... there are so many damn things in life that we want and cant get it, no matter how hard u try some other ppl just gota disappoint u... cant blame anyone, too bad i think some things are just fated...

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Wednesday, March 24, 2004

omg... i realised i even got blueblacks... great...

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aye... today've been busy inserting brochures into folders 500 of them for all those incoming NUS engine students... my hands got uncountable scratches... argh... u all must be thinking y insert brochures also can get scratches? haha well... i also duno how... mebe coz my hands were so numb that they were moving too fast and scratch along the boxes and paper... sighz...
realised i realli need a break to some nice beaches or resorts... feel rather stuffed up... i realli wonder how xiaojing can want to work til july... no time to relax? sighz... yeahz but the money is realli tempting... BUT i still want a nice holiday, dun want make myself too stressed...
ohz... a few wks ago heard a song by yang nai wen, aint very "ear-catching" but the mtv was interesting, to me... searched fer it like hell but cant find anything... songs are getting harder to dl now... fantastic... i think i'll go crazy without music... haha... one more hour to go~ may time pass faster hooray... oh i bought some chocolates and biscuits to stuff myself cheers!

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Tuesday, March 23, 2004

sighz these few dayz haf been quite peaceful... nothing much happened, dint go out as often too coz no money!! haha... i must show those hu think i haf problems with money planning that i can save money!!! well... but i'm planning to go bintan with ichee, hk with turtles... i wonder where i can get the money... nvm i'll save like hell haha...
anywae yesterday corinne told mi abt her fren in archi who said that they dun care abt results? phew... i do hope its true...
i'm realli so bored with the sticking of labels on the brochures... everyday its like print print, cut cut, stick stick... going nuts soon... argh.... one more mth to go~ hooray~ think of the money i'm earning its not that bad afterall... sighz...

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Extroverted (E) 56.76% Introverted (I) 43.24%
Imaginative (N) 55.56% Realistic (S) 44.44%
Emotional (F) 59.46% Intellectual (T) 40.54%
Easygoing (P) 64.71% Organized (J) 35.29%

Your type is: ENFP

You are an Inspirer, possible professions include - conference planner, speech pathologist, HR development trainer, ombudsman, clergy, journalist, newscaster, career counselor, housing director, character actor, marketing consultant, musician/composer, artist, information-graphics designer, human resource manager, merchandise planner, advertising account manager, dietitian/nutritionist, speech pathologist, massage therapist, editor/art director.

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Monday, March 22, 2004

awww... its monday again....

ANIMAL

You have an animal soul! Arent you lucky! You are
very interactive with animals and can
understand them even if you dont speak their
tongue. The birds arent afraid of you, deer can
eat out of your palm, and every dog will roll
over for you. As an Animal Soul, you follow
your instinct, sometimes making rash decisions,
and not thinking properly. If you dont
understand something, you reject and push it
away, and can get very disastrous when angry.
At the same time, youre a very kind person who
can make people feel better, and are
understanding and compassionate. One of the
great things about you is that your rarely
jealous, and know that you have to share and
help other people if you want to survive this
world. You are very loyal and optimistic, and
can make it through the toughest times.

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Friday, March 19, 2004

sighz... had a real tough time trying to figure out how much i spent since jan... kept a record and my memory dint fail mi afterall... yepz so in conclusion... jan --- total spendings = 450; february = 700! wow.... hm... mebe i should go kill myself i'm spending even more then what i earn... sighz... i'm not trying to push the responsibilities but i realli gota say that feb was a bad month. they made me feel veri disappointed and i do believe in retail therapy... dint want to stay at home to feel even worse so had been going out every weekends to SPEND and i mean realli SPEND... argh... ok i'll save this mth... though i just spent 138 on a phone... when will this ever end? argh.. life realli sux

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Thursday, March 18, 2004

sighz... that irritating powerwebmusic site is down and i duno y my songs are not playing... anywae... its the 18th! which means today i'm getting my pay hooray!
well, talking about money... yepz i'm here to report i broke my records again by spending 600 last month... i wonder hu in the world at my age spend like this (except fer those born with a silver spoon in their mouths)... but the transport costs are damn ex.. argh... and ive been eating at places such as sakae veri often... so conclusion...i gota save like hell this mth... oh btw i bought a new samsung phone which contributed $138 to the $600... X430 not fantastic but i like it no camera too but haf coloured screen though i wonder whats so fantastic abt coloured screens... hm... ok gtg!

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Tuesday, March 16, 2004

hm... yeahz finally found the thingy to convert the songs... gonna try changing songs daily~ heez =)

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Monday, March 15, 2004

You are the chinese element of Water. People who
are under the element of Water are creative,
independent and intelligent. Water you are a
dreamer, but are quite vulnerable, and have
hidden agendas. The color of water is black,
and your symbol is the tortoise. Winter is the
season in which Water shines and it's months
are October/November. Your weather condition
is cold. Water is the direction of north, and
your day is Wednesday, while your planet is
Mercury. Animals under your element are
usually shelled. People under you are Turks.
Your sense is hearing, your taste is salty,
your sound is moaning and your virtue is
knowledge. Your organs are the kidneys. You
were created by Metal and control Fire.

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hm... its been almost a week from my last blog? anywae... thats coz nothing realli special happened last week... mebe expt fer the open house at NUS... went to the booths fer a while but dint stay long too damn crowded so i left. sighz... ok actualli i've already applied before the open house. duno what came over me, i just wooo on impulse chose my courses... most of them i wun get in anywae... but i dun realli care coz i realli wana get in architecture...gr.... its so irritating when i heard a few students showing this slight interest in it and want fight fer places with me!!! and they were asking qns non stop so i cant even ask my qns (at the booth)... dats y i left... gr....
i hope those who are not interested pls dun fight for places with me... arghh i'm rather paranoid... sighz... ok i shall stop blabbering...

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Wednesday, March 10, 2004

boredz... sighz... gota register fer Uni veri soon. alright i've decided what i want but the more i am determined the more i'm afraid i wun be even given a chance... sighz... lemmi pray that they will shortlist and may i be in one of the shortlisted candidates!!!
anywae these few dayz hafent been great coz i made alota mistakes in work... terrible... and i'm still damn bored...

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Monday, March 08, 2004

another weekend just ended... sighz... sat went out with seniors and juniors from guides.. went SUNTEC again.... i've lost count of how many times i've been there argh... anywae, had a nice chat and great dinner. we ate abit of each others' pastas... well i feel sinful now with all the cheese and sauce in me... reached home late
sunday tried going to the career fair... not useful at all... but went fer a movie, watched something's gotta give... recommended by me--- its quite funny.... haha... went fer dinner at kenny rogers damn full we sat down at the fountain of wealth to talk. quite a peaceful moment... anywae i realised that the fountain is quite a work of art... haha nice place to sit down and watch it and u can get contented by just watching the water spray here and there... seldom sat there at night so dint realise that in the past...
went popular fair too and the addiction came to me again... bought 4 books without realli hesistating... just wanted to buy sumting for fun... well... dint reach home early too and so due to lack of sleep, everything seems blur to me... aye... waiting for work to do again... sobz...

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Saturday, March 06, 2004

oh yeahz... anywae added this song by dido. i like her songs~

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hm... results werent fantastic but guess i can still live with it... i'm realli happy for those hu worked hard and did well fer it... as for my dear turtle and my study gang, mebe we dint do as well as expected but things will get better and results are not everything... yeahz thinking back... i realised i'm realli glad i met these great frens and the studying together will bring back wonderful memories~ i realli love u all haha =) may our frenships last ferever and ever~ all the best my dears~

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Thursday, March 04, 2004

ah great what a great end to my working day... i was damn pissed at one colleague whom i tolerated for veri long. she kept bullying me by asking mi run errands fer her both personal and official... but its ok, since sumtimes i'm quite bored i dun mind helping her but pls note i am just a temp staff here and i m employed not to help her...
anywae this is what happened. i was supposed to ask her fer the boss coz urgently need his signature and she said he wun be in so i asked her when he can be in. she's the secretary so of course she shld noe if he cuming back ritez but she refused to tell me and claims that she doesnt noe... so its ok i decided to ask her if the sub vice dean will be in. his signature will do just fine... and she offered to lend mi the stamp instead. however since i was instructed to get the signature i insisted on trying to find the sub vice dean. ( vice dean is my boss la.. sub vice dean next rank below my boss) so, i called. he wasnt in. and finally i decided no choice need the stamp. just great... her reply was " just now i wanted to gif u, u dun want~ now i dun want gif u la..." although she tried to make it sound jokingly but i can feel she did feel so... she was not very happy but shit her... what right does she has to be unhappy... i've alwayz been helping her and now she is pissing me off... i'm damn pissed. so i told her off right in the face. fine if cannot den forget it. this is not from me, i'm helping other ppl do things also can.
hah... i was still boiling when she came over and told mi i'm too childish to be angry. go to hell... f***ing bitch... i'm in a bad mood all coz of this idiot.

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muahaha.... this one is quite interesting

goodbroken

Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.

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hm.... looking back at the survey it is realli damn long... anywae... so tml gonna collect results... i duno if this is goot or bad coz i feel nothing now. mebe by the time i enter nj again i'll feel damn scared or wad but presently i definitely cant feel anything... i truly hope i'll pass my gp and as for the other subjects just let mi get enuff to enter archi.
anywae slept late yesterday and today i felt damn sleepy and blur in the morning so i was quite late and when i reached the train station i realised i dint bring my wallet.... just GREAT.... so i gotta rush home to get and took a cab which costed 8+ bucks... argh... well... wish mi luck fer tml... i shall promise myself not to feel too happy or sad... wadeva...

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Wednesday, March 03, 2004

oh great i'm real bored... copying this survey from dear dear siyi....

1. Name: YaNzZ
2. Birthday: 23 feb 1985
3. Age: 19
4. Hair Color: presently abit red abit black...
5. Eye Color: black and white
6. Nationality: Singaporean
7. Sex: female
8. Height: 158
9. Weight: not sure it varies at different time of the day
10. Where were you born?: KK hospital
11. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name be?(if you know): Casper... haha

Family
12. Brothers or Sisters?:younger sis
13. How many?: 1
14. Names?: chun pin not chun1 juan3 (springroll)
15. Who's your favorite?: i onli got one
16. Who's your least favorite?: na
17. If you're an only child...do you want any brothers or sisters?: NA
18. Parents/Guardians name?: i call them papa and mama
19. Who's your favorite?: neither
20. Do you like your family?: depends
21. If you could, whose parents would you have?(out of your friends): i duno
22. If you could, whose brothers/sisters would you have?(same): zaizai's siblings so he can be my sibling haha...

Friends/Enemies
23. Best friend(s)?: turtles and ichee
24. What do you have in common with them(or he/she)?: in fact we are all veri different
25. What do you like to do with them?: spend time together
26. Most trustworthy: shixian
27. Funniest: jojo turtle RL and sumtimes mixed breed can make mi want faint
28. Dumbest: ah... almost all
29. Smartest: ME!!! wahaha
30. Best Laugh: erm........
31. Best Smile: Hm.....
32. Best Eyes: zaizai.
33. Funnest to be with: turtles, ichee
34. If you woke up one morning and one of your legs were gone...who would you call first?: i wun call i bet i'll just jump out from the window
35. Who's the person you talk to most on the phone?: jojo, shixian
36. Do you have any friends that you have never seen?: a few
37. Who do you see the most?: jojo
38. Who have you known the longest?: jojo turtle RL
39. Who's your worst enemy?: i try not to make any
40. What don't you like about them?: NA
41. Was he/she your friend before?: NA
42. Are they a dumbass?: NA
43. Did they do something to you, or do you just not like them cause of their stupidity?: NA

Love Life
44. Do you have a crush?: too many
45. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: not now
46. What is their name?: NA
47. How long have you liked them?: NA
48. How long have you been going out?: NA
49. Are you really in to them? or Are you just eh?: NA
50. What do you like about them?: NA
51. Do you think you'll last?: NA
52. (for crushes) Do you think they like you?: u gota ask them
53. Do you think you'll ever go out?: nahz
54. Have you gone out in the past?: as a group

Favorites
55. Color: blue , black
56. Food: nice food, presently is xiaolongbao dim sum...
57. Music Genre: i like almost anything but mostly slow chinese pop that are either meaningful or touching...
58. Band: band ah... i duno alot... mebe busted and mayday
59. Solo Artist: woow alot... fish leong, hins, sun yanzi, tanya, zaizai, toro... etc...
60. Number: 2
61. Letter: Y
62. Word: wahaha
63. Swear Word: go to hell...
64. Song: duan dian by hins, yong qi by liang jing ru, mo sheng ren by tanya, wo bu nan guo by sun yan zi.... etc...
65. Day of the week: wednesday or thursday
67. Month: February
68. Year: 2001
69. Age you were: 16
70. Season: all expt summer
71. Fruit: apple
72. Veggie: green leafy ones
73. Ice Cream: chocolate
74. Movie: lotr
75. Junk Food: potato chips esp calbee ones
76. Cartoon: ninja turtles
77. T.V Show: all zaizai shows
78. Reality Show: mebe american idol
79. Celebrity(including musicians and actors/actresses): of course zaizai and toro

This or That
80. Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
81. Punk/Pop: Pop
82. Rap/RnB: rap
83. Milk/Chocolate Milk: Chocolate Milk
84. Computer/Laptop: Computer
85. Nsync/BSB: neutral
86. Green Day/Blink 182: greenday
87. Tupac/Eminem: Eminem
88. Britney/Christina: Britney
89. Black/White: Black
90. Dark/Light: Dark
91. Blue/Red: Blue
92. Pink/Baby-blue: pink
93. Short/Tall: Tall
94. Phone/Instant Messanger: messanger
95. T.V./Computer: t.v.
96. Movie/T.V.: movie
97. Mall/Department Stores: Mall
98. AIM/AOL: wads that
99. 10/100: 100
100. Internet/Encyclopedia: Internet
101. Home/School: neither
102. Country/Classical: neither
103. New York/California: California
104. Batman/Superman: batman, superman has a bad sense of clothing by wearing his underwear outside...
105. Half Empty/Half Full: half empty
106. Day/Night: Night
107. January/June: January
108. Christmas/Valentines Day: christmas

Have You Ever
109. Drank Alcohol: Yeah
110. Smoked: Nah
111. Gotten Drunk: nahz
112. Gotten High: hm... quite a few times haha
113. Dyed Your Hair: just did
114. Kissed the Same Sex: nahz
115. Thought about Killing yourself: yar when i damn pissed
116. Hated yourself: yar depends
117. Liked someone way older than you: never eee
118. Liked someone way younger than you: wahaha got a few
119. Broken a Bone: nahz
120. Had Surgery: nahz
121. Talked to Strangers: ah den
122. Ran Away From Home: did
123. Did the opposite your parents told you to do/not to do: everytime, usually...
124. Sang in public: when we are crazy esp wif ppl like siyi and xiuhui u'll nv noe what u'll do...
125. Worn a Dress: yeahz
126. Worn a Tie: yeah yeah u never?
127. Worn a Suit: ok nahz
128. Gotten in to a physical fight: yeahz with my sis she tried to strangle mi and i kicked her...
129. Hurt someone emotionally: i duno
130. Hurt someone physically: i used to be veri violent duno abt now.... hm... when playing games i did alota times banging into ppl haha
131. Made someone cry: once...
132. Said you loved someone: i love all my frens
133. Said you hated someone: dint realli mean it said it jokingly...
134. Talked to a stuffed animal: i talked to my pillow even
135. Talked to yourself: in my mind la, but i'm not crazy... of course u'll tok to uself when u're thinking ritez!!
136. Driven a car: daytona
137. Danced in public: haha... waving hands and legs around counted anot...
138. Danced when no one was looking: of course!
139. Sang when no one was looking: alwayz

Other Questions I Seemed to Forget.
140. Do you believe in Love: yeahz
141. Love at first sight? yeahz
142. Your Definition of Love: once loved alwayz loved~
143. Your definition of a true friend: alwayz there for you, physically or morally~
145. Do you go to church: nahz
146. Favorite Candy: dun realli like sweets now unless no choice gota eat
147. Are you happy you made it here?: er... no
148. Are you going to send this on?: depends if the ppl want to read~
149. Did you enjoy it?: no lehz i too eng
150. Time: 3.10pm

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Tuesday, March 02, 2004

gr... haf been eating so much these few dayz and worse, haf been eating so much junk food... argh... gotta do sumting... yepz yesterday monday, ate mac fer lunch den went crystal jade for dinner YUM!!!! yeahzzz i love xiaolongbao!!! muakz... ate a few others la was wif my aunt along with her few rich taitai frens... hah... yeahz getting a glimpse of the life of rich taitais... er... but its definitely not sumting i want... anywae if xiuhui is ever reading this, i can forsee u to be their 'decendants' haha...
ahh bestest thing is i bought vcds... four in all and it cost less than 45 bucks the salesman was like blabbering when i asked fer recommendation.... my god... and he overcharged mi and they gotta pay mi cash back coz i used nets... and after i reached home they called mi to tell mi they shortchanged mi 80 cents i wanted to like... forget it la but i decided to be nice and say okok i'll go back tml... duhz... wad an interesting vcd shopping trip... anywae i applied to be the member since its free... hehz! tired now coz dint sleep early again was watching prerecorded shows...

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Monday, March 01, 2004

hm... i've change 2 blogskins in one day... anywae i realli love this new one think its cool~ wow... my idol, hueva created this one... haha...
anywae yesterday went play badminton finally, at bedok. Great, though i dun think i ran alot... yepz mi love badminton~ went pool after that and wow haha finally i can hit the ball better now not so much jumping balls anymore at least i think i can aim abit now... and after so much 'excercising', decided to go eat sakae sushi... my legs were aledi hurting from the lack of warmup and i gotta queus so LONG so fer stupid table so mi and my dear dear fren, jo, decided to stay there longer... stayed from 730 to almost 930 i think... and i ate so much.. oh i love the tempura and the fried toufu... yum yum... :P sLUrP! hm... den went to look at some vcds at eastpoint and was damn tempted to buy all in, and another new korean show and a hong kong show dat i missed... god... the hk one cost almost 80 bucks after sales... gr... lucky due to my indecisiveness i dint buy any... all in was cheap though...
well... so in the end i reached home not veri early plus i was at EASTPOINT the scary place dat is so far from my house... tired now... plus again, nothing to do... aye... boss just walked past mi again... hope he duno wads blogging haha...

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hm... this is quite cool i like xclamp though not all the animes characters are from inside... wah... dint noe i am so 'dark' haha.....
You belong in the world of darkness and are a part of the despair.

You belong in the world of darkness and are a part of the despair.

You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known
as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here
is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow.
Write or go through other creative outlets to
express the anguish you may be feeling, and
never let anyone tell you that you are just
being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if
you're a teenager.If not, then they really
should be punished for calling you one. They
probably are trying to insult your
maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself,
dark and amazing. Never change.

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